Monday, August 30, 2010

quote quote from diana again!
caaaaandiiy:
Before she knew you, she was a completely different person. She was so scared and so worried. She has seen the effects of love and what it could do to people. All she’s seen is heartbreak and sadness. For her alone has always been better. And then suddenly, there you came walking in. She saw you, and there was this thing. I don’t know what it is but you got it, so please don’t hurt her. She’s never been happier, she doesn’t stop talking about you, please don’t do her wrong. Things don’t have to be perfect but if you know before hand that your intentions are nothing but bad then leave, leave before she gets hurts. You make her feel safe and warm. You give her that sense of security she’s been longing for. I’m not saying to be mister prince charming, what I’m saying is just to treat her right. She’s been through a lot and she deserves nothing but the best. Her heart is so big and her kindness is so warm. Be that guy who makes her fall in love. Be that guy who lets her know that all guys aren’t the same. Make her smile, do things with her, tell her you love her. Play with her, massage her, let her know she’s special. Let her get it, let her finally put the pieces to the puzzle together. Make her finally get love. Show her, tell her that when you look into her eyes she’s the greatest girl you’ve ever seen. Cherish her and she shall do the same. Love her and she’ll love you more. Treat her right and she’ll treat you better. It’s a girls nature to often care more and love, make it the opposite. You should care more and love more, so she can do nothing but smile, so she can love you even more. Seriously, take good care of her - She’s a lovely girl. (stevenrosas:)
Quote from thenamesdiana.tumblr.com

Boy: What happened?
Girl: He broke up with me. In front of everyone.
Boy: That bastard. I’m gunna screw him over tomorrow.
Girl: No, please don’t. There’s enough drama already.
Boy:He broke your heart! He made you cry more than once already. He deserves to get beat up.
Girl: No, please. I don’t want any drama.
Boy:I have to. He’s just gunna keep f*cking up some other girl’s life after this.
Girl: Please, I’m begging you don’t. I appreciate it, but please. Stop being so protective.
Boy: Protective? Of course I have to be protective. Because if I’m not here to watch over you, who will? I’m the only one that’s gunna be by your side always and forever. But you still don’t know it. You still don’t understand why, do you? You don’t understand why I’m willing to do whatever it takes to please you. After all this time, you still don’t know. Well, you wanna know why? I love you, I freaking love you. Ever since I met you. I’ve never stopped loving you. I’ve seen you cry over so many guys, seen you “love” them and whatnot. And it hurts me so fucking much, but because I love you, because I care for you, I haven’t walked away. I’ve stayed with you, to make sure you’d be happy. I wanted you to always be happy, for you to always smile. And because I love you, I’ve done everything I could for you. And it kills me inside, everyday, to know that you don’t feel the same way, and you never will.


Yea, i agree I'm a asshole too

Saturday, August 28, 2010

Grab this from ferdowsi (:


Post more soon.

Friday, August 27, 2010

Media?

Remember the time when u are only 12 years old? Primary 6, u know nothing about sex, body part and looking at girls/guys. Remember, that u can talk with your friend in a childish tone and no one will criticize u? Remember that tomorrow is another day of fun?

Nowadays, because of the media, everything had became fucked up, We say vulgar words like nobodies business. We smoke cigarette to feel cool and got addicted to it in the process. We join gang to avoid being bully and end up bullying people instead. Boy and girl relationship became important to some people that they would do anything to get one. People would think they know love at the age of 13-18 saying love will last long. Well, some would give up their virginity to some cool handsome guys because he's muscular and had tattoo.


I overheard a conversation today, its was a young couple at the age of 15-16 and their guy friend, i heard the girl saying to the guy friend : Can u don't keep purposely touch my neh?
i don't know why, but i feel so taken aback and just feel that she sounds like a slut and whatever?. But the question is why did i feel this way, its all because of media, Who am i to say someone a slut without knowing them. Even so, knowing them does not give me the authority to call anyone a slut or a bastard. Media make it so easy to say slut and bastard when in fact they change the way of everything, so if i talk to a lot of girls, that made me a playboy? so if a girl hang out with guys only, that made her a slut?. No, and those who know love from media like titanic think again, if u think at the age of 15 u feel like marrying him or her, are u ready to have a commitment? are you ready to spend your entire life with him or her? To be there for her or him on difficult times.

For me , i know i am affected by the media and i don't know love. I could only imagine love like titanic which is not true at all.

Sunday, August 22, 2010


Today
I was happy at first, due something just totally turn my mood off,
affected by just one small distraction which ruin my afternoon.
Somehow, i feel i am just not good enough. inferior

Forever isn't long at all when I'm with you


Am i a dumbass ? -,-

I finally finish up my fnn coursework, but its is through a hard and torturing way,
I have to redo like around 5-6 time because something in the Microsoft words are corrupted which i spend a whole day doing nth and made me tired ttm
Well what done is done, Now have to turn on to God mode yet again like how syafiq did

Thursday, August 19, 2010


Oh , sometimes i question myself.
Whats more to say?

Sunday, August 15, 2010

My missing puzzle piece


Bought a slipper todayyyyyy!
i love it so much its black and redddddd!
nowadays i am so in love with redddd!
School tomorrow yet again!
got to brace up yet again.

Saturday, August 14, 2010


Time to blog.

Nth much this few days,
booked for prom
well all set to get the stuff for prom soon, Well Mock test is coming!
wish me luck!. i need it lol.

Monday, August 9, 2010


Well, Had a good shoot out session with a center and guard (:
Today, considered great workout yet again!
Though muscle ache , i enjoyed it :D







1 more hour and its gone.

august 9th.

Done. Nights




















rmb the moment

Sunday, August 8, 2010


Oh. today is such a refreshing day as i spend on my own,
have a great workout session, have a run around 3.2 km , never improve or deprove
thats bad!
sad, today never go countdown.
lol
















9th is coming :O

Saturday, August 7, 2010

So what if i am childish? that makes u an adult?


Power house tonight !
Yes yes, i need a breather.
serious i find this generation so fucked up. People are together just for the sake of it, not because they have actually fallen in love. No more heart felt letters that would take a week to recieve. Now people send texts saying "Luv yooh bbygirl." Real deep. Some girls walk around with no respect for themselves and see nothing wrong with it. Some guys walk around blaring chavy music and try to impress their 'friends' with nothing. And everything is just going to go downhill from here. What the fuck is wrong with these people? I can't understand. When did everything start to change into this horrible mess that we now call Surviving the teenage life

Sucks sucks sucks.
I want STAY OVERNIGHT!

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

"People changed. And often they become the persons they said they will never be. "
See things i never want to see today.
Fuck, why don't things just go according to plan.
Come school, Study, End school. Go home.
have to see people i don't want see. fuck.
Maybe it would hurt lesser or not at all, if I didn't care.













Get a room PLEASE .

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Reality check.


Went St James powerstation just now.
Well, finally i understand why clubbing is so fun.
The only worst and bad thing is, if u are sober its no fun. IMAGINE yourself standing all day long in the middle of the crowd. Everyone was like to dancing and you are so sober you just don't have the feel.
NVM, i am coming again!
This time round, Drunk time!

i manage to think about this the whole night.
i found out i do. Yes. i do.