2008 is Ended and 2009 is came

Life through secondary lifes

i made friends and foes..

Best friend.. (:







LETS Seperate groupS (:







SEXtoy:



Roy YEO TZIN HOw

k la i know this guy for like 4 year liao?
simply a nice guy?
hahas keep giving me nicknames!! ZZ
crap right? zz
still rmb when i first time know him (:
lol i treat him like table and lean on to him lols..
hehe
well hes a fantantic okay guy la..
though crappy at times well yeah its truth..
bt la to say something of hes OKAY LA (:



BRYAN tan YONG hui (:
oh my god?
hes 1 damn handsome looking guy that is still alive (:
lol
i rmb seeing him sec 1
he look NERD lol with his glasses hahas cute boy wif cute hair (:
hehe
well sec 1 sec 2 we arent very close la..
go play Basketball and play carpark catching nia lol..
lol bt as time goes by we went out uh lol.. bt i always forget to get his hp number lols..
well sec 3 uh things change
its became clear me roy and bryan are destined to be best friend (: s 2006 dec we went out almost everday hahaas watch movie play lan and bla bla lol.. well overall better den roy abit cos i can bully him more (:





LIM XINYU

lol hes A sucker? hahas
no la hes a gd guy too (:
hehe get to knew him this year more closer lol
and dk when he end up being a one member of the sextoys
zz sia he buy phone liao keep take my cui pic zz
sucks la haas..
well nvm la give u as present lor zz :S





R.S.D.sR


Pei woon aka Super retard

lol its funny and lame hw i knew her lol
through friend msging her den i ownself msg her lol. (:
hahas use dk what stupid reason hahas..
hehe 1 person whos my friend who live same block as me lols hahas
well hahas a great listener too (
great friend in overall (:
haha anyway hope she get into a long lasting relationship...
(:

Kenneth aka Stupid

haha rmb hw we meet each other?haha through ur brother uh i think lol
hahas well further on
we just became great friend (:
enjoy going out wif u la (:
we gt stuff we can talk tgt (:
hehe secret right?
hahas well hope u get over ur phobia soon yeah (:
overall great friend (:

ONG yi PENG aka Dumb aka PENG KAO aka Rooney (:

Well talking abt him uh
-,-
alway disturb ME!!! zz no matter what.. even if i nvr disturb him
HE STILL disturb me ):
okay la this guy
haha just that he need to be more guai abit den being guai lan to me zz
well Dun be sad la PEng
im dere for u (:
he deserver a much better girl yeah (:
overall great YET GAN NI LAO BU friend (:

And ya i lazy to write SLAcker uh SRY ): tired

6L' 04 (:

simply love this bunch of friend (:


Sandy (:

hehe
she a great great great friend
and a great listener (:
well i enjoy going to her hse (:
chatting wif her mom haha
Hi Auntie!! (:
one of my bestest bestest friend (: hehe
overall Better den great friend (:

Annie aka Puppy (:
hehe i guess we wasnt that close lasttime hor? haha
althougt i think last time keep disturb u nia right (:
see i change liao hor
(:
nice guy instead (:
well one thing abt her la
SHES CUTE (:
hehe shes has those uwanttopamper face
yeah (:
overall great friend (:

and OTHER PPL I didnt write is not u guys not impt la its just that im really really tire becos of the newyear countdown (:

OKAY la first of all the the countdown is PACk with lots of ppl siol zz
YTd
morning went go cut hair den went go cycling (:
hehe
ride to bukit timah to have lunch uh lol (:
after that ride back to home (:
abt 5
i meet UP with the ppl who countdown wif me :
ROY
Bryan
Andy
Jeremy
Yipeng

hehe we play lan all day long right? haha
just want to say something..
wow andy is really talented in dota sial..
i want him to teach me more (: ANDY !
hahas we went esplanade countdown instead cos we had no time due to us coming late ): bt nevertheless its still fun
Firework was damn nice (:
hehe after that we went play back lan instead (:
play until 550 uh
den we go eat breakfast ? or supper?
haha
den after that HOME SWEET HOME
(:

today..
well not a gd day for me :(
dun really like it shud have just go home..
well..
trm having Countdwn..
i just hope Shes able to go out on that day..
pray harD!! (:
well nth much ...
all day just think of her nia .. hhaha (:


u were no longer the same person i knew.. dissapointing really :S

woke up at 8
and i ask myself what am being sad abt..
oh crap what a drag -,-
just hope today im able to go out with..
oh-well keep on hoping ba
u are gonna rot at home ):

after seeing some1 blog..
well goes to say hes doesnt matter anymore to her :S

i decided not going out
sry uh guys (:
felt tire
so go slp
left 4 days that i can do that so i choose to that
sry uh guys
SRY SRY SRY
well woke up 5
mum say go causeway buy me perfume
i say y not (:
go out with parent no nid spend money (:
hahas i feel so nice
hahas
well yeah that dream is nice
bt if its real it would have been much better
IMY (:

woke up early today..
use com
nth much
wanted to go taka bt since its late le den nvm
well nth much

today went play basketball in the morning
den went taka eat and play..
den went cineleisure
oh-well watever :S
sian
nvm
Crappy day for me
imissheralldaylong
oh-well


y? tell me
):
imiissuuu

to my friend:
hey no matter hw hard the road get i be there for u..
and ya my number are just 8 digit away from u (: anything call me i will do what i can (: hahas
just so u know u deserve to be happy too (:
well hahas laugh it out ba
its better off this way (:
hhehe well yeah life isnt what u expected this way.. just gtto adapt to the thing u have or not have..
yeah..
well thats all i gt to say to u
yawn time to slp :Z

morning..
i wake up at 7am den slp again until 1030 until miss k called (:
receive the gift from her den send her to lrt as shes goin out...
a merely 20min.. its all i need.. (:
hahas
i really like the gift...
and ya eventhough just saw u im missing u like crazy ..:S
hahas..
To my dear friend (: uknowwhouare
cheer up:D

merry xmas guys..
oh-well what a dream i had today (:
so nice i hope its was real zz
zzz
lols
ytd went to christmas xmas service
had candle light all around the room
and the drama was nic too





today wasnt able to see u
...
i miss u damn badly..
hope today u can go out,,,
iloveugirl...

morning went to play basketball
WEar th new shoes to play..
AW i sprain my leg again ):
zz sucks
after that went marina to find the christmas present for miis K (:
hahas
look here and dere
very hardworking okay (:
hahas den finally found it HAppy (:
den eat kfc as dinner den want go taka de
bt too late liao den nvm decide to go plaza slack bt again too late liao so i just bought my milktea and homed! (: TRm go christmas eve party bt
which group i going :S iDK!!

GT homed finally!!
Brought my TMAC SHOES
BROugght my FORMAL
Brought my pants!!
ALL TY TO MY MUM ty mum!!!!
lols
after that my mum went work..
daddy n me went funan mall walk walk
den went paradiz play lan (:
ty DADDY
lol
HAHAS (:


SAD
hope u top up soon
YEAH I HOPE AND PRAY UR CRAMP TO GO AWAY
CRAMP CRAMP GO AWAY !!
hahas i miisss YOU MISS K
hope u can come out with me

I woke up today
drag myself to bath den went play bb le..
crappy as i can get...
i feel so empty..
did u ever miss some1 that u would giv up anything just to have 5min with her :S well its me :x
y issit that hard sial?
): oh-well.. hope to go out with her soon..
yeah hope..
and ya..
repeating next year..
what that hurting feeling zzz..
my mum ask me : are u gonna work hard?
i said yes i will try
hope i can do it...

F-u-c-k face its what i get when i reach home at evening from my dad..
ZZ
well crappy day i guess?
today went take n level result
well i get what i deserve ..
a 12 point
Wow..
i thought i wont be sad abt it
bt idk y its just hurts! its hurts bad!
yeah nw with this kind of shit result hw should i ever face my relative
damn shameful sial !!!
): crapss its hurt so bad! need help!!..
oh-well guess i had to work harder next year i guess
sigh...
yup it Hurt real bad..
well congrat to all passer (: hahas
well nw i can only put on a smile? hw long can it last? the pretend... sigh...

well ytd
the movie
we watched
The Day the earth stood still
my friend all say nice
bt i dun think its nice
its worser than cloverfield..
hahas..
today gona go kbox :S
$12 sial zz
nvm ba :S


Just need ur msg
just need ur reply
yeah just that
made me smile each time i see ur msg

i woke up today happily finally 1 day i woke up smiling u know y?
cos i m gonna go get money from bank (:
hahas
today gonna watch movie with my Cliques? i spell right ma peiwoon?(:
hahas so many ppl uh i tired right them all over again (:
hahas.. well this past with days been with those friend
its been the best time of my life..
well glad i meet them
hahas
wednesday go kbox sial
if expensive i will bail out (: hahas
well life isnt what u expect it to be so yeah (:



i want u to be with me
i will make u happy even if im sad
to me u are more important den myself
to know u is my blessing
yesh
iloveu

Hey (:
ytd went to escape theme park
with Roy, xinyu , yipeng , andy , jeremy , shinying , qian dao , velle , krystal , mei sian , winnie (:
its was damn nice yeah
beens 3 year since i come to the theme park again..
nth changes bt all those ride i feared mostly i rode it (:
i scream my lungs out when i rode the ride..
all those ... were spill out
suddenly i had a mood swing...
i feel like not talking to any1..
bt then we board the pirate ship..
i became happy again... the pirate ship swing my mood back to happy (:
hahas..
den we ended at 8 den went eat dinner at dwn twn east den homed (:
Xinyu ty for the chocolate
u are always my beloved SEXTOYS (:



y i still miss u that badly?
Aw...
everysecond im thinking of you
just hoping time could turn back...

I went to a church christmas concert ytd
its was Shocking actually
no picture uploaded cos i look damn cui..
lols i nvr thought people can be that devoted to god that they cry merely just by singing song..
its really was an eye opener
its made me wonder?
they ask me? do u want to know god? do u wanna let god know u?
i was taken aback.. i said. nextime okay? i wasnt ready for the answer yet..
well.. yeah..


im alway here for u nomatter what..
trust me..
i will do my very best just to protect u
becos u are my everything

I used to think that I was strong Until the day it all went wrong I think I need a miracle to make it through YeahI wish that I could bring you back I wish that I could turn back time Cus I can’t let go I just can’t find my way Yeah Without you I just can’t find my way I don’t know what I should do now I don’t know where I should go I’m still here waiting for you

lols.. today went sch play basketball
finally i learn my 3 point shooting le..
yeah! (:


saw u once today
glad u are smiling yeah (:
till we meet again

posting later ba going out later (:

Dec 11.
a day to rmb?
nah.. play basketball today..
i say to myself..
dun expect to win..
just keep on running..
just hope that i would get the ball and shot it..
oh-well..what a drag -,-

yeah i finally decide le..
mayb its for the better for two of us ba..
or mayb i wud regret..
bt doesnt matter as long as we still can be friends.. nth impossible..
i hope.. u wud be truely free without me bugging u around...
yeah.. its hurts.. bt dun worry i will put a big smile on my face?
cry? yeah at home do it can le.. outside uh lol.? dun want kana suan la..
lol..yeah.. and y i after so long then giv up? cos yeah.. i scare im might be too forcing on stuff.. though i know mayb if i keep trying i might succeed..
bt whats the point on forcing.. i wanted u to come back to me on ur own will.. not becos u pity me or what.. yeah.. its really hurts.. bt if like that u wud be more happy.. i respect ur decision yeah becos i love u..
i nvr love some1 so much until.. i giv up just to let u be happy..
yeah.. next relationship? let think again? will it last? oh-well single ba.. mayb single is the best way ba.. hahas i feel damn empty without ur msges..
yeah.. bt i wont fan ni le.. yeah.. sometime i ask myself : y me ? y me? y cant i find a girl who can last with me..? i dun nid her to 24hrs with me? i just need 1 day per week.. when she sad she come to me.. when shes happy im the first 1 she told.. oh-well what answer i gave myself? cos y? mayb it will nvr happen.. yeah just great.. haha guess love is that much hurting as it is sweet.. yeah.. to end the post.. i could only say i love u and i alway do..
hope u tkare of urself without me reminding u..

Sitting here turning minutes into hours to find the nerve just to call you on the telephone D:...

im beaten... where are u ? D: ... imissyou... bt hw ? i hope u are doin well.. sigh... hope u could contact me asap..

happy 4th month ytd.. (: nvr gt the chance to use com uh (:
i went taka with roy bryan jielong yipeng xinyu (:
waste money on xbox uh :( play 1 hrs $15.50 we like play only 20min cos of all the equipent failure ZZ
oh-well who cares we enjoy can le (:
im sry i said that ytd...
im sry..
im sry for everything i brought on u...
sry..
just hope things would get better..
yeah... i will never get tired of u.. (:
yeah i knw u wont too
thanks... im just sry abt what i say ytd.. sry...

Oh-well.. gt up 7 to go play basketball at teck whye cc
well what can u expect when its raining?
well since i went out i know things are bound to sian diao
Sigh i did my routine warmup shoot oh-well 2/20? i guess
lols started play matches with ppl im still okay.. bt aw.. my old injury came back haunt me ):
oh- well btw i haven eat Bf yet lols
den we went plaza eat lunch..
same thing. i brought up my chicken and fish baked rice up to kopitiam there eat lols..
oh well slack at harvey Norman there
that became our slacking place le (:
Slack3r (:
trm is our 4rd 9th ler (: girlfiee (:

i saw a show. it had a question whats my reason to live?
tell me 1 thing?
what actually my reason to live?
i only know im confused ):

hey.
im simply stuck at home
watching naruto (:
lols well u know something?
do u ever feel like to a point when u think u are a loser. and u alway will be? that.. feeling wow.. its -,-
well.. no1 to trust u? all despise u ? all just want to see u fail time and time again?
damn that sucks
lols
bt to me i try not to think of that.. what i think is.. never give up till the end, and till the end never give up.. lols
anyway if any1 reading
ty lols
pardon my crapping lols
well to say i miss her? lol
sigh.. if only shes by my side?
well hahas thats its (:

hey people
i knw i nvr blog so often anymore
sry uh
(: bt yeah today fun outing i nvr take pic D:
lols me roy bryan xinyu jielong yipeng went causeway to walkwalk? lols go there cr8 havoc nia when reach causeway gt 1 ah neh say: hey sir do u have a minute and he wante to shake hand with jielong lol. jielong 1 look at him he just turn away den same thing happen to xinyu bt den the ah neh scold xinyu vulgur words lols
hahas..
den went walk walk
den go to uncletitbit dere buy sweet and yeah off to arcade go dere slack slack..
actually go dere to embarass ourself lols.. go dere cr8 a scene hahas
n1 lor guys
hahas
well chat wif girlfiee as i was on bus back to plaza to eat dinner
lols den me roy and xinyu went buy food from naked fish stall lol.. i was on phone ma den nvr look carefully i saw xinyu run toward the crowd so i folo lor i thot roy oso go with xinyu le lols den as i folo i was lost so i went to kopitiam to find yipeng and jielong and bryan lols
xinyu came up.. still no sign of roy
lol den roy came up
hahas pissed off
bt nvm after me entertaining him he happy again le right? hahas
den after that went slack slack slack omg haha den homed around 7 plus lols (:


that feeling is that strong alright (:
i love you hahas
no matter hw u treat me i will love u as always

PUPPY (:

really no space to slp =,-

Mr.gan (:

Zhong ping and Annie

Tan.

nice (:

HELoo PPL iM back from Chalet (::

NIce AND MEmorable (:

the ROOM IS SMALL!!..

1st day :

we meet at cck control centre .. den after that went to white sand mall to eat lunch den off we go to Dwntwn EASt (:

went to our room

well theres ppl inside ardy

actually this chalet is a combine of twos classes..

so ya we have 20plus ppl in a small room :X

well starting we sit on floor we Chat and chat and Chat (:

den finally we gt to sit on the bed den we watch show 5pm plus 630pm

lol den we went eat Dinner (:

after that went to play arcade

play until 9pm

we went back room WATCH THe 9 pm SHOW!!

Wuhaha nice (:

afterthat we take turn bath

and ya chat chat chat

den we went play Bowling (: play until 3am

ended first day without slping as there is no space for me and a couple of friend.. so we went outside play cards well after that 2 of my friend cant tahan liao den they went in room find place slp

well for me i stay at the barbercued pit lol haven barbercue yet uh stay awake all day long

my face was like -,-

2nd Day :

8am they woke up

den i faster went to bed and slp until 9 plus am

den we went eat BF

after that uh went play bowling again den we cant tahan liao some of us went back room SLP 2pm- until 5plus den watch show again 6plus we HAD BARBERCUED aready!!

well i barbercue (:

too much chicken wing until we have tpo play game to have punishment to eat the chicken wing

lols

after that all the guys went SHIT zz

i went wandering alone as i have no shits -,-

den meet back in a couple of minute

den reach back room at 9.55 watch 5min of 9pm show ):

lols den slp liao lor not in bed for first

bt late i did a terrible thing actually to made 1 girl out of the bed den all girl went out den my TREATy and i have the bed for ourself SLP SLP SLP nope i cant i was very guilty zz so lay on bed without slping den

Last day :

8am some of friend went hme le becos they gt work on today..

lol pack up at 10am den den went book out liao

lols the chalet ended so fast even i cant believe it reach home at 11am den go slp until 6pm den wake up (:

TAta

lols

IMY IMY IMY miss u alot day long (:

and TO SLACK3R TOO MISS U GUYS (:

what a day to start with (:::
damn happy today (:
finally gone out with My baby (:
gone plaza sing to watch movies
as we decide what to watch lols
we dk.. den decied to watch madagascar 2
lols bought ticket liao den go eat kfc cos other place all pack with ppl
lost my hp pouch :X
my earpierce too :X
guess gonna buy them again.. nvm (:
after eating we went looking around the mall
walk walk walk
hahas. want find that jacket she wanted. bt just couldnt find 1 :S
den yeah 320 pm show started we went in and watch it
okay the show quite nice uh bt i forget bring jacket
baby was cold ): i couldnt do much
i did my best warming her with my hand
(:
hahas after that decided to go fareast there find the jacket bt cant lols
she dun like those too many design 1 she wanted something simple lols nvm 15th i will buy u anything BABY!!!
hahas suddenly she gt mood swing haha
worry me alot siol
bt den nvm had a talk with her make her feel alittle better (:
den we hmed on bus 700
after that she went took lrt homed cos she dun want me send her
yeah nvm watch her go in lrt den i homed yup (:
things i will buy for Baby:
1. Puzzle (300 pierce 1 )
2. Cap ( smiley face design)
3. Jacket (not too fancy)
4. Ring (:
5. Necklace ( heart design )
6. Pencil box ( one and only 1 )
lols other stuff i think forget liao nvm
haha i will try my best buy each of it for u (:
lastly i damn love u (: