ohohoh

had my work as usual
sold $1300
(:
my highest record


my mom told me not to get iphone with this pay,
not worth for now
okay shall spent or saved it then without iphone


Wait for me iphone i be right back
















i dream of u recently

my dad had to ruin it !
No encourage i dun mind,
please dun put water on me
No nid ur help la hor go f off please

7 days to go

have my last morning shift today
was kinda proud of myself
as it was my first time persuading the customer and doing the cashier
i wasn't sure i could do it, but my supervisor believe in me
and i did it!
And no dinner for today :(
spent finish all my money















i was so looking forward to our dinner

I was born with nothing, I want to die with everything

Going for work soon,



Faster finish up this work , so i can work with othersss
so bored working alone! makes me sleepy




and yes ytd was a memory to rmb
the mere 5min moment is saved into my heart (:


kk byeeee

yes, im contended
even though it was a 5min walk.
thanks...

I don't give

Still remember this?, i kept it all along <3










Had fun during the chalet, yes
the more the merrier
and though i still wish u were there
i be so awake if u were there
yah, anyway, whole day night was missing you.
yah <3



soon, give me a space.
the love is still too much D:...

do u even see me anymore?

now i know, okay..
shall be going off for work soon , bye



oh i saw syafiq's tag
sound so true? maybe? idk lol.. see how things go ba..

YOU LOVE ME SO??????

fuck them, impossible is nothing?
Don't make me laugh la
i try so hard liao
still not possible
Its all a lie
lol.







But who decided i'd be hers..
i want to hate them
Cause now i can't live without her..











Loses all my confident liao
no more hope




Sean please freaking get it in your head
ITS SO OVER NOW





How can i move on? when i still love you.
who cares? lol Laugh at me
You were never there for me when i need u...






ohohoh no more le noob , no moreeeee

going for third day of work soon
ohgod, i miss my house my friend and herrr
ohhh





my legs are killing me !
haha i am here to whine about it :P


Like someone said, i will endure!
hahas


after today works should be $130 liao (:






i want a hug from you so badddd :(

day 4

first time outside, alone myself, earning my own keep
feel so helpless but i had to hang on
feel so pathetic at times , but i had to stand strong to not let them see my weakness
I wasn’t perfect
I’ve done a lot of stupid things









while i was working, i was thinking of you.
She changed my life
She cleaned me up
She found my heart
She pulls me up and pushes me down























She’s kind of everything I’m not
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you...

Day 3

after this work, i will get you definitely :D



happy advance birthday (:




Starting work today liao
damn so fast
okay got to know this would be a 12 days contract
and i cant miss 1 day.
Levis,
Junction 8 Bishan! :D
haha




Hope you are fine,
Cant be there for you ytd :(
when u fall, climb up
i be there yeah (:
throw away all those unhappy thought and feel them with happy memories yeah

day two

Did i made the right choice?
no idea,
Had the Levis interview and i got the job
went to Joel's chalet
i made the right choice going there,
chit chat! fun
billy yawnnnn omgg lol! i also said by billy
stay overnight at his chalet .
okay damn spacious but we choose to sleep in 1 bed together :D hahas
funnnn


today going sign the contract. and thats it






















and for u , if i miss you can i say it to u?

can i have a last hug? lol wishful thinking of mine -,-

day 1

she reached her decision last night.
well respected her choice bah.

i wonder why i try so hard, i wonder why does it hurt so much.
thinking abt the time we spent.
the joy we had, the sorrow we share, the tear we shed.
soon it would be a past.
Maybe I'm retarded, but i just cant seem to think of her all day long.
Fuck up mind set of mine
move ON SEAN! MOVE ON!!!!
GET A NEW LIFEEEE


it is easier to say then done.
crappy feeling now,
how? no 1 to share with
lol!
Finding each of them further away from me
i cant reach out to anyone anymore
Oh what am i going to do anymore?, why am i saving so much money for?
crap, i know its my own wishful thinking that i always hope that if i try harder, eventually we could get back.
in the end,

1 funny thing too, my dream. Guess its just a lie
u actually give me hope, lol nows it gone







i hope u made the right choice, i did not leave u, in the end u left.

nvm, u enjoyed I'm contented.

went to school today,
after that went eat ljs at plaza bussed to sebest hse to play majong
didnt know much abt majong so watch them play until want sleep

still want to thanks sebest :D haha




tire tire oh tire,
but still, i want to see u.

by myself

Had a day with myself,
i was pretty bored at home and moody,
so i shall not wait and went out myself.
prove to be a wrong choice though
walk ard,
went Taka, Tangs, and alot other place.
got lost at some point -.- stupid me
kinda feel so despress
because everyone was in a couple or with friend, while i was walking pathetically alone
went home at 7 plus as i had stomachache















when u need me i be there, but when i need you?

nightmare

i had a bad dream
i fear it will come truth..
i don't want to be ignore by you :(
i really don't want...














i just don't know whats goin thru ur mind...

are we or are we not?

Had my day
not good and bad.
still alway hoping someone to be there

i want u to say:
Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
I'm your one guy
in return
You'll be my #1 girl

should be dying hair today

hopefully

i endure,
i endure
i scare i cant take it anymore
and i would murder my whole family!
zzzzz
nvm...

using this phone currently
still planning my iphone though (:
screwed up work today,
spill 5 glasses of softdrinks -,-
nvm












To think i Don't
But i do miss you

Prepared
Done Struggling
Waiting for end result


Going for work
brb then

will be going to class chalet and stay overnight (:
trm will be going work after the chalet (:
hope it will be fun, :D






Let nature take it course then.

I don't know why
I know this is something I have do
But that doesn't mean I want to
What I am trying to say is that I love you i just...

farewell grandpa.

had praying session from 7 pm till 11 pm
.
tire.
Trm, cremating my grandpa.
Ya.
good bye gramps!

Given everything.

trying all ways to get this things to work up.
Yes, its seem so impossible.
Thats not gonna stop me from making it right again.
Trust me.
do u?

To realize one love is so hard,
yet you want to be with your love one.
Love is a drug, yet taken too much, u will get addicted to it
yet, Love is so beautiful

all day at the funeral preparing things,
heard news that my grandpa brother just passed away.
trm they would move him beside my grandpa.
will not be goin trm, because trm would be so crowded!
and i mean CROWDED !
Done
im tireeee

that was the last time i saw my grandpa.
i miss him so much already.
why? i constantly ask myself
well, whatever it is .
Cherish everyone who is close to youuu ...

roller coaster ride feeling for me,
was told my grand pa was in emergency,
so rush to hospital,
saw my grandpa,
instantly my tear just keep flowing like tap water,
at the same time, i lost my phone!
Sigh, double blow

i'm so irresponsible
feel so ? now.




So anyone want contact me , msn me, lonely_boyx_92@hotmail.com

Oh, i so want this exam period to end!
First thing i want do!
is
to go cut my hairrr :D
and den work my ass off to get myself a iphone
and then save money !
short post i knoww

Went out in the evening for studys with Roy Billy Yasmin and Jiani,
just could not get anything in my head,
finish the studies at 10,
decided to play candle, we went kenneth shop buy candle because plaza has closed.
played till 11.15 we prepare to move home.
didn't really expected to play candle so I'm glad i did came
one more day, to the N's
ohmind, how? lol.


All the aboveeeeeeeeeeee

Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you through it all

This song is so sweet, the question is can i have a dance with you?

Dear best friend,

i love you more daily.
I wish you can see yourself the way i see you
and i wish you could love yourself the way i love you
, and above all, i wish your is everything you deserve because,
in my opinion, you deserve the world.
i will stand by you forever,
my heart will always belong to you

Sean (:


funny things is i miss you even when we're are talking

this sentence sound so true
HAHA
Had this conversation with syafiq

Sean: I really force her meh ?
Syafiq: Yeah
Sean: This one don't joke, serious.
Syafiq: Well you're forcing me right now aren't you ?
Sean: But, really meh ?
Syafiq: Duh
Sean: Ohhs..
Syafiq: I only said that to hurt your feelings and it did. LOL
Sean: Ahh fuck you *walks away*