So true isn't it?

Had a fun day today
Went cut hair with xinyou and kiantao.
After that, went play for basketball session
Then Slack at WEE house till 7 plus then we go bangkit as jeremy want cut hair


FUN FUN FUN Black peng Lao nvr die :D









i don't know who's that in your
mind.

Arguably two of the best Guard of their Generation.
They have their fair share of criticism.




Woke up, Nba, Breakfast and now using with desktop.

Had my day spent on school today,
More comfortable with my Fnn, hopefully my effort is not wasted.
i will work hard for O's
Please give me a good grade.














hate it when it matter so much to me.

Stress,
my science can't made it, i guess it would be a f9 for O's.






He say, i was just just that guy u once fall for.
i will not bother u, unless u need me.

Feeling so Fatigue now,
Today still have to run by myself 3.2 km.
Oh endureee!
And my Earpiece just spoilt. FML

I cant.
couldn't i couldn't.
u meant too much to me.

I find its killing me without your text. And i cant control my hand from texting you.
Please cut off my hand
I know i should not care, but i did.

i wonder is this love or habit?.

Decide to put this on my ezlink card
to make sure i am not lazy anymore :D haHAHAHA!













there is a different , did u notice? or am i thinking too much?.

Asking myself,
is this happiness?
i have no idea, just glad we are doing fine (:
Black and white, who is the white in the black?

how to understand you?
i have no clue, just wishing you feel the same way as i feel































Oh, Grey. so Hot.

Stress, So many things to do yet time pass so fast.
Everyone is so busy, i could not even have time with some of them.



i am confuse
Thinking positive about myself, but what is there positive of me?
i suck at all my subject, i am gaining weight. i want to exercise yet if i exercise too much i won't have time for study. The same other way round.








i gotta feeling that this year is gonna suck for me.

Ecstatic
Confirm that i am accepted to go for china immersion programme.
Oh i am so prepared! :D







Its you who make me sing
Its you who make me smile

In love with Jazz now, Slow and relaxing as they can be.

Today, i am wasting my time, can't concentrate because of what happen yesterday. Oh someone help me again.









i miss, k nvm.

Yesterday night made me realize
Out there in the real world, you can't really do a shit if you are useless. Seriously i feel so small yesterday, i could have done something but I did not, i look away, what a coward.

Give me time? i hope i can make things right. I hope.


As in protect myself and my friend and not create trouble

Got this today.
32g
Everyone reaction was like : WTF so big for? lol!



I don't have to ruin my mood by thinking

Such a funny dream i had,
i am back to short post yet again, too tire to write a long one. (:

I have to stop imagining things, it's not doing any help yet it's making the situation worse

maybe going China Immersion Programme 2010 if i am selected (:, hope so.

so hard to judge myself

I find it so hard, so hard to trust, to believe. I have yet to learn to walk on safe side.

Seems like just yesterday, you were part of me.

O-level results today,
I can feel the Stress even if i am not the one taking the results!, Today will not be posting much.

"You are so boring, always doing those sentimental craps. Even if there is new things in your life, you just always go back to being sentimental."

Syafiq said to me -,-

Stayed up till 2am last night because i was engross watching a show while at the same time hoping for a reply. Watch a show called " 2 heavenly things i had done ". I learn alot from that.

It teaches me about not going the wrong path by doing bad things.



"There is always a choice of being bad or good depends solely on yourself"

Yes, Loyalty , Respect , Integrity. This are all those important characteristic we should be having now. Yet, Good person are despises by Bad person and Bad person are despises by Good person. I am still confused of what it means.

I want to be a good person, hope i can do it.


































i am alright, don't have to worry about me.

lol, i made a call and i forget what i have to say. Screwed me up. Crying is not going to solve this.

What a day yet again, Went Singapore Poly open house. Went with Peiwoon, Amelea, Shawn, Xinyu and Jielong. Saw Velle, Jiayu and Yixuan there. Explored part of Singapore Poly, Saw a really cool CCA, which is Hip hop dancing? i didn't really know what that is. But it looks so cool, maybe if i went for SP i might join. After a 2-3 hour at SP, Took mrt with them and separated at JP as i went to my Gramps house. So long since i been back at JP. Things changes, The bus interchange was not at the same place anymore ,instead it was in the Shopping mall. Eat my Dinner at Gramps, and crashes to my aunt's bed and sleep. Woke up around 9 pm plus and go home.

"This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by"

Innocence by Avril Lavigne




































I'm so worried about you, really. Whole day, was waiting for a reply or a call back. Silly me, Hope u are fine.

Positive + confidence = Success

Hi,
I am Sean Lee, For those who don't know me. Well Lets get a introduction of me again. I am 17 years old, going on 18 about 1 month more. Something about me, I am not a good guy yet a bad guy, But i am turning a new leaf. I want to be a new and better person this year.

I am currently studying at Fajar Secondary School now, Yup, having Sec 5 now. Retain 1 year at sec 4 which i think is a waste of one year. But it is never too late to start now. Most people say that, " Don't Try, you will regret, If you did try, at least you did. Yup, Didn't thought i would be passing my N-level last year, But here i am in Sec 5.

Most people says i could not make it, but I did it. Yup, Even my family was surprised i did pass. Yup, Now in Sec 5 , things changes. I am not a kid anymore, i can't depend on anyone anymore. It's time of me to be step up and take charge of my life. It's never easy for me and i'm sure no-one would think that it is easy. Yup, Currently, Hobby is still hanging out with my friends and going out. Sometimes, i just have to have time for just myself.

I feel great whenever i am posting on my blog, I would say how i feel and it feels great to being able to read my Rants and Etc, Life is a struggle, yet if you work hard, soon you could even conquer the world. Without ambition , We would be falling down without anything. Constantly improving yourself to keep up the technology.

Just to recap, i really love this one girl. She is splendid, smart, cheerful, kind, cute, and was there for me when i am down. Didn't treat her well, end up, we are not together anymore. Even though, if we never are together, i want her and i to be happy. Still I love her.




okay, this is what happen today
:
Had a Math class test today.
Duration of 12 min and a 16 mark paper on Algebra. I didn't finish, and i was damn stress because there is so much people finishing up the paper. Mr Lim said " Make your mistake now rather than you made your mistake at O-level. End of math period, i went up to talk to Mr Lim and told him i was not able to finish the paper, He told me not to worry.

Actually i want to laugh at myself, It was only the first week of school and i am like panicking like a dumb ass. Good or bad, This week has just ended, gonna rest up tomorrow.

I ask Syafiq " Am i boring? " He replied " Ya! " I don't want to be Boring! He sang 1 korea song and translate 1 verse for me
: Again and Again
Even if i am heartbroken
I keep coming back to her
(Again and Again by 2pm)

Ended school , Eat Garlic bread and Black pepper chicken curry puff with Shawn at my house, And played Ps2 with him, Velle and Amelea spam called my phone but because it was on Silent so i did not notice at all. I found out when they call to my house. So me and Shawn went to meet them, So Me, Shawn, Amelea, Velle, Yi xuan went to Ngee Ann Poly.

Firstly, i want to say, not to be such a country Bumpkin, But i was overwhelmed, with how huge Poly really is. So we went walking around the campus and Went to eventually take the Ngee Ann Poly shirt, So we need to Shout somethings special to a Video Cam to get the shirt so We shouted : I-LOVE-NGEE-ANN-POLY and we got the shirt.

Walk around the Campus to gather more information about what courses i would like to take. Now Bio- medical and Logistic management was on my top-lists but too early to say now, i had to work hard to get the Required cut off point.

After that, Went back fajar to play basketball, Yup, i say hi and a bye to her (:
OH-So tire now yup. My english is still like a mess, Cannot make it i know. Constantly trying to improve :D

Yup tire and done for blogging tonight














































































Nvm,
Pray that you are happy. That what i wanted

It's all about you

Seriously seeing some people's blog
I'm feel so envy and jealous. I'm 17 going 18 and my english standard is like primary school. Makes me reflect on myself. I was never good enough for anything or for anyone. Have to improve my english! Soon, you, People will see :D

Things going on today which i wrote a paper as i have the tendency to forget. Yup, sucks to be Sean but i am not going down anytime soon (:

:
Started off with English lesson. It was kinda Boring as in really BORING! . But i made it through. After that, i had my first recess, Eat my daily meal and Sat down and chat with Kenneth. I realize the first thing i was talking about was Her. I was asking how was her? Is she coping well? i hope she was, Seriously i broke my promise i guess?Could not help it thinking about her. It was always about her. Well, It is so easy to say rather then doing it.

After recess, went off back class, and by the way, 5a2 is on the middle block and the 3rd floor nearest to the toilet. Good in sense that we are finally at 3rd floor but bad in a sense that we have walk up and down. Social studies was the period i was in at that moment, and you know what? i was thinking of her, i try my best not to but i did. Actually i did not try, i just let my mind think of her. Empty at that moment, how i wish things was not like this, i can't really accept the fact i guess?
And the next minute when i realize, Ms Joseph asked us to do the 2009 o-level social studies Question 1a and i did the wrong format , i scribble all the point up and make a mess. When i did realize, time was up.

During Mathematic lesson, Mr Lim always seem to know how to speak to us, I was amaze at what he said and learnt a lot. He said even people who did f9 for n-level , if they work hard passing is easy.

He wrote on the White board :

Attitude + Action -> Achievement

Want or Wish

By the time he talk finish, his lesson had ended. After Bio, Went for 2nd Recess.


Back to class for CE, Character Enrichment ? i had no idea, Ms Tan told us to write 50 things we would like to do on a paper, i was able to write 26 of them before the Bell rang and after that We had FNN, Mr Sng came only, He told us March we are having 2 days and 1 night camp on March. Cant wait for it to happen :D

After that, was suppose to go for SP open house but, hesitated and went off with Shawn to get our lunch at the 7-11 nearby my house and off we went home, and which Basically what i am doing now. Velle just messaged me, Telling me that The open house was fun , oh well i guess we going ourselves tomorrow. And thats end for today, Which i summarise :D hope it isn't that bad.
























































you appeared and I wanted to walk over and say Hi , i hesitated when i saw your friend walking by, which by then u walk off.
Disappear, Oh Please, hope you are fine.
i miss you, yet i don't have the confidence to walk towards you anymore

Stress,
going school is like a battle field,
So hard when everyone thinks you can't make it
i have to work hard for it,
i hope i have...
but i don't want to change to a all-time long day kind of guy
-,-
so hard..
Hard to balance up.

School
Have English lesson.
The teacher talk damn straightforward you know?
lol, she called up people to the front of the class and tell them to introduce themselves to us
I ask myself, what would i have said if i was called to go up :
I would say,
Hi, i am Sean, just another guy, who is trying to balance his life, i love to think, i am not really a good person, yet i hope to have a chance to turn a new leaf.
hoping to prove to everyone that i am something that is not useless.
So easy yet its so hard for me.


Strong or Weak front?
i am not a strong person actually, i have to constant face up challenges which i think it is so easy for other, yet for me i struggle. Stress is freaking breaking my body down i don't even know how to make it through to o-level when it is just a 3rd day of school only. Simply say, in order to survive in the cruel world , we just have to put strong front against anyone.



I need someone that i can depend on,
So hard to find someone u are able to be let everything out, Able to have someone at there for you. So hard that i have to do this on my own. I know it is necessary for myself to stand up for myself yet i need you ...





















































































are u doing fine?
I'm not.
i need you.

First day of school was kinda okay for me,
for some might be the worst?
lol.
Business course is kinda cool isn't it?
lol.









i got so much






























to share to with you. :(

I want go cliff jumpingggG!!!!!!!!!! :D


fun 1


Went out with Puppy todayyyy :D
talk talk talk
went to see Alvin and Chipmunks 2, nice uh, very cutee Theodore :D
puppy also cute la :D
Then after that walk around town
then homeee :D,
because i didnt plan to do anything uh,
haha next time i will plan something well :D




































if i can choose again, its still be u :D

Confuse

Why am i so busy?
i didnt notice that till now
omg, what would happen if school reopen.
Holiday already busy sial, go sch sure die -,-

I seriously need to hang out with my family
or will drift about with my mum and dad.
lol.

If they divorce , who should i follow,
sian!

























If i had my way, I'd never get over you

Went on to Jb ytd
Got my Wallet and bags,
Feel very guilty still,
made a mess at billy house,
sorry,
no way to make this right,
sorry is what i can say now.

Worst countdown for me this year.
Yah, Sorry people