i don't want to be extra.

Jack's Place for Dinner
Auntie's Birthday today, lol.
cannot reveal age! haha
I ate alot, -,- Fat!!!




Wedding dress this song really touch me u know!
lol, i felt like the guy who married the girl, like a extra -,-
lol.

never wish to be brought

Exam was Wicked
Chinese supposedly to be my best subject, but today does not seem to be that way.
Well atleast i did try.
need more then that for O's

Going for Basketball session
Then off for Jack's place Steak house cool.

i wish to take it all back, i want back!

I admit i lose.






I smile because i never give up on the run today.
Yeah, atleast i did try my best!, Happy!
From the start, i was already tired omg, so many times i feel like just stopping and give up but then i think again, i had to run i just had to lol.









dk why so happy now!lol








































Buddy. i need you

walao, i cant find that baby photo -,-
Clumsy me -,-
Today had my oral,
walao again, i don't know 5 words then i act i know faster anyhow say.
Then conversation more worst, lol. i anyhow say liao just to realize i was stammering
lucky only teacher get to see sial.
Get home asap to rant on blog, but then i went plaza
and the first thing when i come down : i ask myself why am i going plaza?
-,- walao i dk what i doing!
lol.
Walao walao walao day for me
Trm running somemore!, lol, gonna get my tickets for midnight show on friday!
IP man and IRonman 2 RawrRRR
looking forwardddd!





Mr Lim give us a note,
which i think is very precious to me
" Success doesn't come for you, you go for it! "

Chestpain yet again, Mom told me to stay at home for today,
well, ya here i am
Rest enough le,
Now going to do my Physic paper le !
bye.

Happy happy happy
have to be.
















Its those last few msges u gave, no feeling attached at all

No chest pain today great!.
hopefully if will be a great day
Well, sad also nobody's business, why not be happy then.
lol.
















pathetic, impossible? . u said it

Hate this weather .
Chest pain since morning -,-.
Don't know whats wrong with me,
Losing my wallet really sucks . -,-
no money in my pocket now.

i am thinking the real Sean is lost.
finding my way back,
hopefully just in time.
Study study study! i need to!

Fuck, are u telling me the truth?

Tired and Disillusion by answer, should i seek deeper ?


Maybe after 1 year 2 year later?
Someone mentioned your name and ask me if i knew you,
i would look down, and simply smile and answered :

YEAH i used to.

Disapointment.

Screwed up today, Got nth off school today,
Nothing came in my head after i heard,
Crap,
What should i do next?
Hesitating once again.












Lies.

Jersey taken .
Rain pour, No basketball session instead,
The jersey looks really sexy on me -,- really
Well whats made is made
Just thought it could have been better -,-
EEEE.





















Just want your attention, thats hard :(

Basketball session ended,
Currently bored,
ARGH! -,-





















When u are there, i wasn't :X

Importance? .

Went out with friends overnight ytd,
Well spent, enjoy, but i am too tire so i sleep first while they were still crapping around
woke up ard 7 plus and bussed home
,

Went to CC blog, heard his blog song " Parachute "
nice song anymore, Catchy.






after seeing this show, i confirm myself i am not a good person anymore. No wonder.

I don't know whats going on,
am i in the picture or out of it?
Should i be happy if i am in it?

Barnabas week

i was surprise that i receive much more than last year.
wow Thanks people. and to those i never write back, i am sorry!, thanks for making the effort to write to me though! thanks!
Made my day yeah!

2606.) I always wondered if you ever get the same feeling that I get when we don’t talk for a long time. Sometimes I over think and think that you’re mad at me or you’re avoiding me and I go crazy trying to rationalize why we haven’t been talking. Then I wonder if I should send you a text or something and come up with something to talk about. I guess you can say I miss talking to you and that’s just how I act when I don’t hear from you. Is it the same for you?


Today, i want to go night studies but i hesitate :X, i don't know why sigh.. nvm then

Wasn't perfect
done a lot of stupid things.
Just wish its a dream and i would be the owner of this castle

School been great, just that i have to pay more attention in class, Still could not catch up with my science. Just too fast?


2591.) It's so hard living each and every day without you. But I don't hear the phone ring anymore. No more messages in my inbox, no more kisses on the cheek, not even a memory of your face because it's been so long... 

I called your brother's phone today because you wouldn't pick yours up. The first time in 3 months I heard your voice and you complained that you were too busy to help, that you forgot to call. It's my birthday today, but I guess you forgot that too. Via Blogconfession




Well, been going for night studies this few days and its been awesome manage to do my home work.

Winning streak today,
Didn't lose a match. But seems i am a ball hog, need to pass more!
Till then i am doing it all wrong! :X





























Trust.

Just realize everyone is surpassing me in it.
And i am stuck here with the same ball skills
Disappoint i guess?

its better to sleep it through because dreams is much better then reality

A film worth to watch.
A true Patriot to a country,
A true leader.
Yes, i've enjoyed this film :D

Sucks sucks sucks, i just can't concentrate at all, you are alway in my mind. ARGh......

emptiness .
waiting still.
hate myself for making it so deep

Didnt went out today, Because i choose to,
Stayed at home, packing out my school bag and computer till now.
Oh i am so wasting saturday -,-

My phone is so quiet with yours msg,
I miss reminding you to eat.
oh, sigh.

Hope its not a rash decison.
respect it,
thanks for the memories,
i be strong.

Facing the fact from friction
Cant really accept it,
I hate him to the core.

Lol, Got my First Atm card le,
Good friday,
Lan or Basketball,
Both i also don't want , Might as well stay at home and Sleep through it :D
SEE how ba