Lol.
cant post picture ?
wanted to talk about a topic
nvm .
Well
lucky for me
thanks for believing me this Time.
hope to not ruin it again.

Didnt know this would happen,
but things just happen.
not gonna blame anyone as i know i was the wrong one.
and i deserve this.
yeah i'll wait, i wait till u show up
even if u don't
i get it.

What this feeling?

lol, a crush?

haha, not sure

well Good luck to myself (:

lol,

if i let go,

i will never know, what my life would be holding u close to me.

Loving in progress

Tell me how can i tell u? hahas

some question is better left to be not asked

sometimes a lie would make myself better

so why not?

maybe like this would be the only way.

Lol cannot upload photo at the moment
also dk why
hahas
Trm school again :D hope to study well :D
Byesss :D

Well watch it

3/5

atleast there is a plot out there

how am i suppose to do

what am i suppose to do

i am very clueless of everything now..

just need someone to talk to..

but whoo?

idkkk...

welll..

who caress

laugh at me

positive side : hey , you just have to hang on.

Negative side : Well, why are u so stupid -,- why do u have to still be like this pathetic

life just sucks for u admit it. The best way to deal with this is just to go to sleep and sleep and sleep

Argh.

torturing as it seems

i cant really feel anything anymore.

numb feelings.

i cant stop myself from hoping to get a msg from u D:

pathetic me :O

nvmmmm

hope when i go see movie later on would cheer me up...

Nightmare has taken my sleep

no longer safeee

i admit it,

i am so distraught

i am a prick

positive side :

smile always, life is always hard just have to hang on. Should never and ever give up. Even if u beaten down, stand up and walk the road u once walk again. Nothing impossible, it is all in the mind set. funny things is that i didnt know im so ...

lol

Negative side

this is bullshit!

why would u even want to try again, when u know u are just gonna fail anyway. You are so funny, Being a burden , so thick skin of you. If you are heartache whos gonna care anyway lol.

every things just never do work for you.

SO just shut up and admit its over byess

why does its hurt so bad to say goodbyes... doneee

Completely drain outttt

feel so fustrated easily!!!

i keep have my mood change this past few days really dk what to do liao

School work is piling up and up

for me who did not have so much home work b4

now really feel so Stress up

yahhh

im tireeee :X

Hope everyone would be happy

life isnt perfect bt we just have to get the best we could get it out with.

yeah

Im so tire now

lol suppose to blog today

lol. too late im tire now

gonna slp le :X hehe okay gd nite take care people :D

:S + :X = ?

Answer Is <3

Yesterday was what to be a supposely a great day

well its is :)

Me roy bryan peng jeremy shawn and shikun came

what make me laugh is that Shikun on the above is a hygience-freak

his method of eating fries

he wont eat the tail end part of the fries he touches

okay hes wasting alot of food

But well its his habit cant blame him (:

So we went on to watch the Movie at 815pm

which was really late as the show is 153min long

yah. This show really amaze me

Well Ron wesley was really funny and the way he do his expression really make me laugh out loud :D

well as expected harry usually had to hide from enemy instead of helping dumbledore -,-

well dumbledore die sial -.-

one of the greatest wizard die liao

Severus Snape is actually the half- blood prince

ohmy i didnt know , i thought it was Draco Malfoy

lol im dumb

Snape prove to be a good guy in The last part of harry potter

well hard to convince me

just have to see the next part of Harry potter

mrt home at 11 reach home at 12

not been blogging this few days

as school is busy nowadays for most of us

the n-level oral makes people so stress

but i took it once i felt its still okay la why stress when u can talk properly

hahas..

i notice damn alot

alot people are stressing up

even myself im stress up too

well sometime i or u have to relieve stress be it sleeping, shouting or doing anything crazy .

yah whatever its make u relax

its really hard to really stay happy all the time, well rather den being sad and make people worry

why dun be happy and no worries

yup.

i gonna be happy and make no one worry yah.

today i want go see Harry potter and the half blood prince

yahh :D

die die also must watch leh

today cheering practice

i don't know if im goin anot well because seem like no one is interest in it

well see how things goes

when all esles fail

im still standing here

not giving up just give a great smile to everyone

i admit i have a temper and its sudden . but i cool down damn fast and sorry for those i vent my anger on

this is all the food i cooked (:

Well

i went to work with roy today

Most enjoyable work ever

the supervisor damn nice

give us food to eat during work :D

starting uh i see the work im just dw to work liao lor

i was just standing at there staring at the food

lol.

yah.

nice work today la

$45 well earn :D

well , $45 dollar is for something (:

this is the first cake i ever design

well today went play basketball

in the morning

well its was fine

since i played well today

yet im tire

yup

went jielong hse slack

oh bought dinner and went home

ding dang done (:

istillloveu

It's a shame that it had to be this way

I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive

GYm till 9 plus

ate dinner and bussed home

where are youuu D: ...

why cant i see youuu

Morning (: s

day two of my mc

well

saw this blog kinda teaches me alot ,

so i quote it

Tell me how i can tell you,that i love you more than my life.
Tell me how i can show you, that you're important.
Tell me how i can tell you, that im blinded by your lights.
Tell me how i can show you, that you're my everything.

and this also

Teach me how to trust you, completely. i really dont know how to. Its hurting th both of us. you & me.
trust. bull shit. its really hard. i feel like letting go. but its like, a waste. we're going one year soon. real soon.
but im giving it up so easily ? fcuk. idk what to do man! Tell me, what am i suppose to do !!!

this blog is a girl de hor hahas

well today think all goin gym uh

sry i cannot join cos cannot exercise due to my coughing

lame rite ? :X

well i gonna grow fat liao :X scare no1 want me liao

smile always still

oh ya that girl's boyfriend also gt this cute displays quote :

This is th girl im marrying in few years time. & She belong to me! Dont ever try to get involve into th both of us. Or she/me will turn really nasty! I love no one, except her (L)We're just deep in love with one another. She is my greatest wifey. My greatest lover. Th one i love th most.
Bastard, if you ever think tht you cn snatch her from me, thn try it. Bcoz you wont be able to be. So dont make yourself a joke & to be so thick-skinned_!_

Damn nice wor they two Hahas

new surrounding

today never went to school

due the coughing i had

well gonna rest at home with two mc i got..

never thought goodbyes was the hardest thing to say...

yet no longer we are tgt

wish u be happy as always because ur smile just made me smile too yeah

did not manage to pass u what i wanted, guess i will keep it then

remember still

30th lets meet up again on that day

down and nvr rise up

i freaking spoilt my Card board WTTTFFFF
How i wish today i didnt come school

Crappy.

whats if like to feel like u are the "rotten apple" in the class

have a great talk with syafiq

well thanks for talking with me

fnn till 4 plus

feel like giving up the subject cos i know i wont pass . yet its so close to finishing ler

went to get my dinner and milktea

and and and ? nth.

drag my feet as i walk home feeling my head is raining, as i sank into misery

laugh at myself.

got homed, who can i talk to? i rush to my computer and starting typing this nonsense

some what i feel much better after saying what i have to say in my blog

thanks blogger

i somewhat hate this phrase yet it is so true about me

" you are a loser , and you will always be one "

this words meant alot to me

Do you know what's worth fighting for,
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?

gonna go catch a movie le byess :D

Boring day uh

decided to eat with family

zz dad dw go out eat

den i went to take away myself zz

boredDDDDD :(

my pic cant be upload :X

Just came home from dinner

ji bored today

nth to say about

just that morning my brother was stubborn

i lecture him for 30min

zz

waste my time

well

still coughing

sucks !!!

donee :D

no blog song

den put this two song -,-

Every morning

when i go to brush my teeth

i look at myself in the mirror and

i constantly think about it

if i am another person

i would not like Sean at all

for starters,

he is selfish, annoying at times and irritate peoples

im glad my friend did not think like i did, thanks all

woke up early

today woke up early as if i am going to school for lesson

lol.

used my com till now

gonna go eat breakfast soon (:

hope today would be a better day :D

oh well give it a high five (:

today actually never go school

actually was to bring my grandpa to NUH for checkup

but my auntie tell me that i should go for school she will bring..

well okay den..

this few days at school

i got a disease

sleeping disease zzz

1 funny thing

i dun cough alot in school

i cough alot at home

argh! ):

sucks

i want my cough to faster end -,-

ytd was kinda hard to sleep

imagine u woke up at 2am wide awake becos u keep coughing -,-

well hope i wont sleep at school today yeah

i want chat with u more more more (: