Sad but true

Heard everyone saying i am doing a bad thing. That i am a asshole bastard.
well, i could only say, I was never a good person anyway.
i am just a normal human who do not know whats right or wrong.
Hate me like all you want. Hopefully those haters please tell me straight in the face. I am selfish, that is sad but truth. Loyalty? i am someone who believe in it last time but now? i am not sure. Trust? all i can trust is myself.
Its a sad thing because i thought i could leave fajar with a good reputation, but i don't think i would ever have anymore. Sad but true. Now the best thing i could do is get out of this hell hold shit place, and start anew in poly. What if my past come back and haunt me? Don't really know. But what i know, is People do change, no matter how hard it is to accept it. I don't really like changes. But i know as day go by, i am more becoming a person i don't really like. But what can i do about it? I just have to learn the fact and move on with it. The funny thing this time is, i admit i am a asshole, but i never regret doing it. Being nice doesn't work most of the time, Because i tried. Nevermind about all this, Me knowing you at first place counts as fate. But too bad, things turn out this way. Well Shit happens.








Ohya almost forget, to those haters thanks for viewing my blog






asshole me.

Tan Velle! Happy Birthday ^^

Flunk my Physic test 4/51
omg, how?

Did u even do that last time?

❒ taken ❒ single ✔ i hate everyone





Oh my, English oral is coming way soon
and i still sleep during english lesson, ARhhhh
i need Miss Joseph! lol.















I don't want to bother, Yes i can do it !
its past tense now.

Its been long since i went out with both of them
Especially Billy !
lol, wonder what he's up to lately.

Realize a couple of thing,
Who am i to hate, to love or even to criticize
The world is ever changing and here i am.
Gotta do something thats worth doing, Living life to the fullest till the end of the world.
Got my karma on laughing someone having leg cramp, end up i got it also. -,-
Well, thats all for today.
Bye.

I miss having chalets With themmmm :D


Well today i have to say i enjoy it.
Gone for Dinner at some unknown Place at Toa Payoh to celebrate my Grandma's Birthday, Cut cake and rush to Meet Amelea and co. i manage to sing Two songs from the ktv.
Oh i love ktv ttm, :D weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
gonna go ktv soon!







When the one day, i will totally forget about this .

Oh is this what i deserve ? this dream has been going on for 5 days already.
i don't want this. I don't. This is just plain torture.

i want to learn from this quote:
Laugh when you can, apologize when you should. Know that grudges are a waste of happiness. Let go of what you cannot change. Love deeply, forgive quickly, take some chances. Give all you have got. Always try to take things in your stride and smile when you’re feeling sad. Remember what you’ve got but also love and cherish what you have now. Give all that you have, because life is too short to be anything else but happy.

i don't feel happy this way,
okay regretted writing those things in my tumblr, and i am saying sorry.
yup, i don't want to be a hater, i don't want.
Oh, exam exam , u are reaching soon to my doorstep.















sorry.

Maybe one day we'll end up talking again. Maybe one day we'll go back to being just friends.

So true! :D lol.
Ever wonder being a bad role model for the kids?
i had. LOL.
Now, i just hope, whatever i do, i could be a great role model to the kids.
Its time for a change i guess.
Changing to on onsugar soon, And soon saying good bye to this beloved blog.







Ihy.

I want one!,
Okay, seriously bored now. :X

Walk away, No more!








i had a new friend! LJQ!

Finishing up my Execution part B.

I panic at first but after awhile i started to get things done.
Last to finish though.




i have said enough, seen enough, hear enough.
I'm through with this.

i know my Chinese oral did not went well, But atleast i tried,
okay, Tomorrow I'm cooking muffins!





At long last.

Its a shame it ended this way
Well the better Team won!
Seriously school should start at 9am
I would be more energetic and ready for class
i know i should not look away, why the fuck am i shy about.
maybe what we need is a restart don't you think?







OH dear prom, should i?

Watch this Movie
A nice movie,
But it don't happen in real life isn't it ?

Same here.

i mean me is kinda pathetic

Having a Headache,
Depress.

1 Fact of the day.
Every Time when Me and Bryan Tan walk home, upon reaching his house, We will be plotting to hit each other for a last hit before going our separate ways. I know its stupid, but its how we communicated (:

Tomorrow Having Private Tuition at home 6pm, Okay finally my Science is gonna have some help!








Won't put so much hope.

Next week start my tuition ? !

yes i guess, Good luck to me !

Even if this film came out last year, i never did have the chance to watch it.
But finally today i watched it. Oh envy him, He got the chance to undo his mistake,
i wish i had.
i hate being 18 -.-




Feeling is Best describe with Music

Can't believe i am leaving this school in a few months time.
Can't believe i am going my o-level oral at 14th

Finally i decided to get Tuition teacher for my Science, Yes, I DID IT
okay, around next week? now i am saying i be gonna make it.
i want when during i collect my result slip i be saying: I made it.

Don't stop.

Always let my Emotion take the better of me,
Now i know which subject i am strong,
Humanity!
great,
Today did not paid attention in My social studies lesson due to hearing something that just never was good to me. Why do i even bother. seriously.
Get over it. -,- Damn it if i let it continue, this is gonna cost me my O level i bet.
And the worst part is, there’s no one else to blame.

If i can start over my life, i would still go down the same path.
without hesitating.