Oh is this what i deserve ? this dream has been going on for 5 days already.
i don't want this. I don't. This is just plain torture.

i want to learn from this quote:
Laugh when you can, apologize when you should. Know that grudges are a waste of happiness. Let go of what you cannot change. Love deeply, forgive quickly, take some chances. Give all you have got. Always try to take things in your stride and smile when you’re feeling sad. Remember what you’ve got but also love and cherish what you have now. Give all that you have, because life is too short to be anything else but happy.