Sad but true

Heard everyone saying i am doing a bad thing. That i am a asshole bastard.
well, i could only say, I was never a good person anyway.
i am just a normal human who do not know whats right or wrong.
Hate me like all you want. Hopefully those haters please tell me straight in the face. I am selfish, that is sad but truth. Loyalty? i am someone who believe in it last time but now? i am not sure. Trust? all i can trust is myself.
Its a sad thing because i thought i could leave fajar with a good reputation, but i don't think i would ever have anymore. Sad but true. Now the best thing i could do is get out of this hell hold shit place, and start anew in poly. What if my past come back and haunt me? Don't really know. But what i know, is People do change, no matter how hard it is to accept it. I don't really like changes. But i know as day go by, i am more becoming a person i don't really like. But what can i do about it? I just have to learn the fact and move on with it. The funny thing this time is, i admit i am a asshole, but i never regret doing it. Being nice doesn't work most of the time, Because i tried. Nevermind about all this, Me knowing you at first place counts as fate. But too bad, things turn out this way. Well Shit happens.








Ohya almost forget, to those haters thanks for viewing my blog






asshole me.