can i just lie down not breathing?

first all of
mayb this post is gonna be sad..

how this happen?..
why my heart so painful...
lols..
what happen to 12.11?
what happen to the dream i wanted
its just completely ruin..
cant believe the ending
i cant accept it... bt hw u make ur choice clearly le..
well force wont do anygd..
well the choices was urs


i did ask
i did my best
nth is impossible? Fucking bull shit
whats esle am i suppose to do sial?..
just want to screw up this freaking life of mine and go sweep floor after this nlevel
whats the points?
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
No!!!
you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

is there no return?


















(no longer, no longer happy)