i want you

You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try



















































(finishing line)

i put my heart to a string and give it to you

This two days been staying late at sch
was fun
yah indeed (:
study mood here i come (:
today just mayb wud stayback see hw..
































































(pls dun drop it, its made of paper)

i put my heart to a string and give it to yo

Study mood should start le ba

Today think gonna stay until 8 plus uh
hope to study well today my history :D
hope so yeah






















( 3 more days )

can i just lie down not breathing?

first all of
mayb this post is gonna be sad..

how this happen?..
why my heart so painful...
lols..
what happen to 12.11?
what happen to the dream i wanted
its just completely ruin..
cant believe the ending
i cant accept it... bt hw u make ur choice clearly le..
well force wont do anygd..
well the choices was urs


i did ask
i did my best
nth is impossible? Fucking bull shit
whats esle am i suppose to do sial?..
just want to screw up this freaking life of mine and go sweep floor after this nlevel
whats the points?
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
No!!!
you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

is there no return?


















(no longer, no longer happy)

6 more days i will know my fate

Tire! :X
lol hope things will turn out well
will upload if gt thing
nth for nw :D













(soon, it will come or go away)

6 more days i will know my fate

Hes happy :D

moodless

currently feel so F-uped
done!
pic will be uploaded soon :X
























(hate it when people talk behind my back)

happy bdae xiao roy :D

hAPPY BDAE XIAO ROY
up load pic :D

im still smiling (L

make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
barely gettin mad,
im so glad i found you.
i love bein around you.

taKEcare yeah :D

i need you

i feel so empty : O

hope the girl would say

thats what i hope she says
:

Baby i love you and i'll never let you go
But if i have to boy i think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And i promise you that you will never be replaced

love you ,yes i do
I'll be with here you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time

I can say im truly happy to this day
You made think i better live my life everyday
There's never been a doubt in my mind
That i regret ever having you by my side

But if the day comes that i have to let you go
I think there's somthin' i should probably let you know
I enjoyed everyday that i spend with you
And i will miss you but im happy that i had you at all

Fear...

today
went to dentist checkup (:
was scary bt well the nurse say my teeth is clean :D
well it felt nice
its been so long since i went for a dentist checkup
after that lesson ..
well assembly
sucks
idk wth is the performance abt
make me slpy -,-
well after that
went plaza wanted to buy milktea bt its was renovating -,-
omg i cant live without bubble tea i just realise -,-
went eat naked fish den went home
slp until 730pm eat my lunch and use the com until 9pm den
see show den slp ler
























(imissyou, hais..)

L-O-V-E

today went bugis

was nice

lol fun fun fun

( jy my friend be happy :D )

(IMY)

okay morning wake up
watch This movie
damn nice u know :D
lol..
number 23 (:
Yah slp until 2 plus
den go prepare and go jielong hse study until 6 den went grandparent hse
well nw homed :D
okay done












(12.11am) :D

tried to hold my...

What a day not to remember
woke up happy
end up
xiao roy nvr came..
den i felt hungry so i went mac find LL..
he not dere..
end up i nvr eat bf
ever felt loneliness ?
argh -,-
i thought its gonna get worst..
went dere saw billy
have a chat wif him..
den went back my seat dere..
felt so extra..

where are you when i needed u :O

eventually i finally saw two of my FRIend...!!!
kelvin and faizzul..
just rite b4 i was abt to break dwn..
they came..
i felt.. comforted..
ya.. thanks guys really appriecate (:
wanted to eat the buffet.. bt kelvin and faizzul want eat outside sch so i went
outside sch..
well after that i went home..
yah..
what a day..
( im hanging on to the last piece : O )

Ytd:

okay

damn happy yeah :D

thought was gonna be a lousy day

well it turn up well :D

hahas..

receieve the notes

i recieve more den i expected :D

thanks people for wrote

pei shawn after sch to take things

den went home

den the Tard syafiq call me

telling to come dwn take thing

den i went dwn take

okay la thanks la syafiq :D

thanks for the notes:D

den saw jeremy

go plaza bought milk tea and went home

SRY, PEOPLE I DIDNT WROTE ): SO DAMN SRY

(im still waiting, yearning ,hoping)

Maybe

Wow im so tire :D

lol.. gym gym gym

:D

Maybe some time

things are better off this way :D

mayb is not

sometimes yah :D

gonna really work hard for myself yeah

have to prove to every single 1 of you :D

(Should i do it , chasing pavement? )

been missing you crazy

Ytd:

barely gt sch nearly late..

MR yong -,-: say my name and roy as we walking dwn the stair

walao..

lesson was bored as usual

make me slpy 1 -,-

after sch me and billy went folo THENG TAT to EAT HIS FAMOUS CARROT CAKE END UP THE STALL CLOSED !!

n1 la hor end we eat at 163

wth?..

den go back sch for the student audience

okay was damn bored never take my earpiece uh

cant do a shit

-,-

after that went play basketball

den went home at 6 plus

( last few msg lets not waste it ) :D

Time

Morning woke up
to a wierd dream i was dreaming that every1 telling me to donate $35 for dunno what ever
things
wierd i gonna get that lollipop in minitoon soon :D


(Smile that it happen)

Fast and furious

today

went watch fast and furious 4

okay the show is nice :D

hahas...

after that we went take lift

omg bryan was like? blur blur go press 15 floor

den billy stupid want go 15 floor sia lol.

HAHA :D

(HotNCold)

Imy

Boyfriend and Girlfriend

Today morning wake up
watch Nba
Boston vs Heat
nice match
after that use com till 3 den slp to 5 use com again
den went gym wif peng and xinyu
lol do 20min
lol.
nice run uh (:
den went home
overall great day for me (:
love what happening nw
hope its better next day

(waiting in progress) :D

myself

Who am i?

Done 

, what a show i had watch 11.15. to 1am.

a show that teaches me ..lots of stuff

sometimes i think too..

why.? i just wanted to prove to u guys

i can be gd..

its that hard?

Bt i just cant find the courage ): ...

i not strong as any1 see...

im just a weak guy

whose acting strong..

to that point..

i no longer know who am i?.. idkk...

for nw i just i do not hope so much anymore.. thing arent the same anymore

things has change..

things i no longer can call..

people have changes..

why? i just dont get it?..

i feel like i have nvr change?..

bt why u guys?..

i dun get it..

what happen ? gt tire of us?..? idk?..

yup done for today.. what a show..

GDnite.

I dont want ):

he time has come to say goodbye, 
The sun is setting in the sky, 
The truth turned out to be a lie, 
It's over, over
Hum yourself a lullaby, 
This is the end, 
But baby don't you cry, 
To take away the melody, 
And all that's left are memories
Of lovers, friends and enemies
But they're all faded
You may not remember me
I haven't got the strength to carry on
If this is the last song, 

I ever sing

sometime i think

i hope things wud just remain hw it was. its not what its like now, barrier is all over. no longer times we could have together. Well this is life, expect nothing and accept it.

Finally my com is some what okay :D

bt still cant play any GAME at all

lol

anw H8m

yah

things

would change for th better

:D

lol.

this two shows

were my favourite

i love comedy :D

make me stress free

today stay at home

slp till 5

den went grandparent hse

ya went home use com

okay.

i try :D

that is hard

bt i try :D

smile smile smile

happy jiu hao

ilydipdip:D

cant believe what i dream of ytd.. omg..
that is not gonna ever happen (:
i just cant stop laughing
lol!
it and it again? nnope i dun thnk so (:
yeah

soon ba..
i will call uncle to sponsor me go oversea study
seriously this small city making me breathless
yeah survive 1 more year
yeah after this year i will go take my aerospace course
yeah
army
work and
yeah work until im old..
yeah get my retirement money
and live by myself

yeah smiling