back from cross-country
hw shud i describe that day?..
its was such a nice sunny day..
i was expecting something..
well
went to assemble
through the crowd
i smile
i smile
looked at something which is unpleasant for me
i know things change bt i just cant... ):
i was gasping for air b4 the race even started..
i was suffocating
den i close my eye trying to regain
yeah 5min
i did it..
well see so many people wanted to run for the medals so my feeling was like i gtto get 1
so yeah
b4 the start of the race its was suppose to be like a 3 man race for me shiying and xiao roy
we wanted to step the line together bt yeah i change my mind
so yeah i ran for the sake not dissapointing people
i struggled
struggled
all i could think was..
hope when i reach the finishing line
its was like what i hoped
u know ... ):
nearly the finishing line
i was running against kelvin
i thought i was gonna lose to him..
i lost all my strength
bt when he said hey u first ba
den i was like.. okay..
so yeah i run my heart outs
u know..
pain ? yeah
showed ? nope
after race i went to take the medal and drinks.. i return the bun
u know through that crowd i wanted to get in
fit in ...
whats its like to be ... to feel like a extra..? its sucks ..
yeah
well atleast i gt water to drink..(:
i wanted i wanted bt still in the end i did nth
its was like a barrier to me
just couldnt go throught its..
yup so what if i gt 23rd
so what if i ran
whats the point?
well im happy for every1 who did well or finish the races..
im truely happy for them..
bt for me ..
my wants was pretty lame bt yeah its like this :
when i reach the finishing line
i was hoping
to hear : SEAN SEAN SEAN JYJYJY
okay lame right?
well i didnt get it? or i nvr heard it?
lol.. well yeah indeed last time ler..
i prove to myself i still can run
hoping stuff
i want to be dere
i want to be dere
i want to be dere
when u ask me to
even if i being used im glad to...



its was just a hi bye thing
its wasnt close