the worst thing tonight is that im still alive
could i just dissapear to end it?
can i not be that pathetic?
yesh saw some 1 blog and reflect
yesh just words can made me moodless
yesh im emotional
yesh im pathetic

would u?
stay?
for ? me?
nope nope nope ):
can i get some accident happening?
den i gt paralyzed?
can i?
can i get cancer?
can i?
can i just have something bad happen to me so i can suffered alone?
can i?
can i dun be a burden
can i simply just just just u know? die?
zz

those reader
i dun write this to made u pity me
i just feel like writing hw i feel
so yeah think im pathetic
YESh i am

im so D: nw
seeem no1 need me at all
can i just dig a hole and bury myself
pleaSE?!?!?!?!? D:
mayb i just purposely walk in traffic and let the car bang me ?