this teddybear what i sleep with all night

love the teddybear

hes th only 1 i could talk to everyday.. everynight

hes was there for me when im down

while its been 1 day since i decide to change

its so hard..

dun feel happy that much even though i try

the sadness just sat in somehw?

foramoment i was back to my oldself

so ...

bt intheend i pull myself up

and back doin other things to keep my mind occupied...

hard as its same..

i feel like giving up

ARh .. ):