first of all i dun consider myself a sad guy
im consider myself pathetic
things just aint going well
my past
primary 1-3 was the worst year i had for primary sch
primary 4
i was a quiet student
average kid
nth going right
den came
Mr Ler
my form teacher..
he encourage me alot!!
he made me a chairman
he made me feel im impt
he made me feel i like i special in a way
he made me feel that i am gd in anything
study was gd
my cca was goin gd
after primary 4 , came primary 5
new form teacher
Mr gan
he is also very gd to me
made me feel that i can achieve thing beyond my reach
recommend me to join rugby
which at first i thought was not for me
i went for the try out
and felt comfortable
so i became a rugby player
i came for every training they have and even train by myself
at that moment Rugby was the only thing i enjoy
U know that feeling?????
when ur team mate believe in u?
when they would rather believe u can succeed even if its impossible
u KNOW? that feeling u will feel that u are impt?
Sec 1
i came in being average..
many tall ppl
try out for soccer first year
didnt work out
well i eventually join ncc
Sec 2 i went for the soccer tryout and gt in
i was that happy..
Mr tan
my soccer teacher incharge..
he made me feel that i was impt yet again after so long..
sec 3 he tranferred to singapore sports sch
after he left
i dun have the confindence to play soccer anymore
everything falls apart..
yup
from den on
i never once felt important at all



u know that feeling?
when ur teamate wud rather let other take a shot rather den letting u take?
do u know ?
do u know?
do u even know? i wasnt even that impt to look at..? for that 1-5min
even if i try my VERY very best?
i nvr get a praise
its sucks
terriblely
i couldnt say much
i was speechless?
what the point of training myself to run
2.4km ? its not like any1 is gonna notice ?
im just THAT AVERAGE GUY!!
Sigh...