Dec 11.
a day to rmb?
nah.. play basketball today..
i say to myself..
dun expect to win..
just keep on running..
just hope that i would get the ball and shot it..
oh-well..what a drag -,-

yeah i finally decide le..
mayb its for the better for two of us ba..
or mayb i wud regret..
bt doesnt matter as long as we still can be friends.. nth impossible..
i hope.. u wud be truely free without me bugging u around...
yeah.. its hurts.. bt dun worry i will put a big smile on my face?
cry? yeah at home do it can le.. outside uh lol.? dun want kana suan la..
lol..yeah.. and y i after so long then giv up? cos yeah.. i scare im might be too forcing on stuff.. though i know mayb if i keep trying i might succeed..
bt whats the point on forcing.. i wanted u to come back to me on ur own will.. not becos u pity me or what.. yeah.. its really hurts.. bt if like that u wud be more happy.. i respect ur decision yeah becos i love u..
i nvr love some1 so much until.. i giv up just to let u be happy..
yeah.. next relationship? let think again? will it last? oh-well single ba.. mayb single is the best way ba.. hahas i feel damn empty without ur msges..
yeah.. bt i wont fan ni le.. yeah.. sometime i ask myself : y me ? y me? y cant i find a girl who can last with me..? i dun nid her to 24hrs with me? i just need 1 day per week.. when she sad she come to me.. when shes happy im the first 1 she told.. oh-well what answer i gave myself? cos y? mayb it will nvr happen.. yeah just great.. haha guess love is that much hurting as it is sweet.. yeah.. to end the post.. i could only say i love u and i alway do..
hope u tkare of urself without me reminding u..