One thing in my mind now.
Basketball.
Basketball.
Basketball.

Bryan told me he believe one day he will make it.. cause he have more important than courage he have patience..

I from the opposite end didn't thought of that way. Whenever i met someone stronger or better than me, i always seemingly gave up. I had the mentality that i am never good enough. But I can't do this anymore. I'm gonna fight for the spot even if it's being a bench player!

So here i am blogging. I know i don't blog as often as before. To be honest i love my blog, just that things just get bored for this past 4 months. I just realise when we are not in love, we feel empty or it is just me. Well what can i say.

Yes, sometimes we want things so badly so much that you would think of her/him badly. But the truth is did we consider what we did so they left? okay maybe sometimes it is just them. But what are the odds that it's our mistake?

❒ Single ❒ Taken ✔ No one likes me

Funny how sometimes, you're missing someone so much. But when that somebody shows up... You did nothing. Sometimes i ask myself why do we wait for something that's already gone? Because there's that bit of hope inside us that tells us maybe it'll come back if I wait long enough.

What i am trying to say is that this few thoughts of mind are usually what most people did. Well, School gonna start next month. I hope i am ready to work "hard" this year. We shall see then.