If it is easy, i won't be here typing. Feel damn lousy now. Morning felt great as i walk out of the house. After that, it's different. I Won't be good enough. No i won't.

Olevel Math, half done, tomorrow finish up, and i could study my humanity and i think i given up my science. Oh, great. I should be happy now. maybe.

another week has pass, O's starting next monday. I have done all those thing i had to do (not studies) and now i am ready to continue with O's. Am i ready? Math c5 english d7 Humanity c5 Chinese c5 Science f9 Fnn c6
28 points, nice one sean :(

Went to Marina bay sand hotel to celebrate Ang Zhi Ying birthday, I have make quite a bunch of friends at there! :D surprisingly i am able to! So i stayed overnight. Went walking around at 4 am went to Singapore flyer to chill. Sad part is i fail. I FAIL .

Me : Hey what's your name again?
. : .
Me : oh hey, i think i got something to ask you.
. : Ya? what?
Me : Erm, suddenly i forget already. Later i remember i ask you again.
Few hours later~
Me : Hey, i remember what i wanted to ask you about already, Ya i wanted your number.
. : Ohhh, i don't have a phone right now
Me : Oh. Any ways i can contact you?
. : Nope
Me : ... (walk away in embarrassment)

( Again this is not me ! )

It's coming

10 more days till Olevel really get started.
Nevertheless. I am doing well with Fnn, But neglect Science, I should not being giving up on this right? Yea, i guess so. But it is so hard :( Well i must do well, No cock up this time round, End it with a bang!

just the way you are.

I've got to say i am not meant for midnight studies. 1-2 am is kinda okay, but after that i crash.
Well at least i get something done didn't i?
I






ly

i know it can be done

Slowly, u are being erased in my mind.
Each day not mentioning you.
Each day as strangers.
Each day i see you being with someone else.
Each day as i heard how you were doing well.
I controlled myself to avoid in any best way i can for after this 3 month, we would never meet again.
Each day i try not to look at our photo and compare with his. I know i should not be doing this, but i can't control.
Oh.

One reason why two people drift.

Usually, when two people drift, it’s always one person who starts it off.. It’s always one person who starts to puts less effort, who doesn’t pay as much attention, who doesn’t make as much time as before.. It’s never for no reason, either. Something/someone must’ve gotten in the way. I wish ... nevermind

“It’s important to understand when to just let things go.
I’m not saying don’t try. I’m not saying don’t fight with everything you’ve got for the things you want. But when life doesn’t go according to plan - when the person you thought was made for you ends up with someone else, when you don’t get your dream job, or when something else lets you down - you have to learn to just let it go.

Ultimately, you can’t control everything and griping tightly to your shattered expectations isn’t going to result in any positive gain. So you learn to move on. You learn that bigger and better things are out there. You keep your chin up and you get back on your feet.”

I find this from tumblr , This is so true. Hope i can apply to myself









imy, Mum (:

Study mode is on i guess?, seriously i made so many mistake during my papers. My Mock paper one got 37/80, how to made it? Sometime i just need some encouragement to get me through. Hopefully during O's i won't be struggling as much as now. Which i took 3 hour to complete my math paper one. I love basketball, but too bad studies come first. I have to sacrifice this one month, SEAN u can do it.












Thanks for the praise, I really needed.