The Major part of my life is going to be post soon :D

Reminisce

I choose to let go after all this struggle i made in the past,
Yes, what a wonderful journey, too bad we ain't walking it the same anymore
Each things that happen to us through the way will stayed in my mind


Haha, Seriously Saying is so much different from doing it,
Starting on today, i will live a brand new life, have a new hair cut, have a new shoes, do all those things i had never did before.


Reason i did let go, There is more than 1 , i will say the positive one and i probably never going to say it again : I let go because i love you, Go on my love, go for him who ever that lucky bastard is :P


Lucky bastard, Sad siol i lost to a person idk which i want to know :D


Re construct my life for now, Yes i admit , i depend on her damn a lot , its time for me to lift the burden for her. Slowly, give me time i will make it,
Some what last time , Its all always about her.



Truth hurts so bad, yet at least it was the truth, yes, sometime it sucks to the core,
But what the heck, Life is always about up and down, and yes this is my so called downfall



Love? i do believe uh, forcing would only lead to hatred which lead to suffering.
What now Sean? Let me see, Go with the flow :D
This time round i will find someone who love me damn much :D
Wait long long la Sean :D haha
okayyyyy





After, 1 years 4 months and 22 days, You and i are freeee :D
Let go.

Ytd had my morning Basketball session
yup,
having said,
we went to Funan it mall

after that i went for 6L- 04 gathering
Pizza hut :D
Exchange gift,
walao i thought get umbrella :(
sad, always wanted someone to give me a umbrella
don't know why, but its like so sweet :D
I know I'm weird but i like that
Went Timah play Pool
after that end of the day
lol,
6L,
All grown up
we are not children anymore
haha :D can call us adults now :D
i want chalet 6L SANDY PLEASE ORGANIZE



3rd :D

Crap
disappointment
apologetic
demoralizing

Don't feel confidence at all,
Fall into deep oasis
Someone save me please.

feel so not good now...

that would be me smiling next later :D

Thinking thinking thinking,
still, i love you

Getting
HUGO boss perfume soon,
Soon i will be getting a hoodie too











tell me how to unlock your heart?

Define love,
Any of you know love?
i sure know,
ever have anyone who just makes your heart beat fast?
ever felt lost when you cant find him or her?
ever miss someone so bad, u cant think of anything at all?
ever feel like u would die for the person?
ever feel just hugging that person all day long?
ever wanted her to be safe and happy all the time regardless if u are gonna be sad or what?
Still so much to say about
But if u did all this then my friend u are in love :D
Merry christmas everyone :D

They say
Love, Family , Friendship
You can only choose two.
Because humans cannot balance up their life
I beg to differ, i think anythings possible if we try
There is so many mistake we made, but if we did give up
won't we regret?
never give up, because you will never know how it end :D

balancing never seem easy,
but i am not giving up yet :D

apologize

Admit its my wrong, yup,
sorry,
to both of you uh,
well and she just care abt me, so dun blame her
ultimately , it is my fault,
and i am sorry
Yup!

First and foremost disappointment,
Don't expect me to be nice to u all
thanks


Had my Day with Tengxiang and Weicheng,
yup enjoyed


Don't expect so much,
in the end u get fucked up easily


i hated those fucked up answer

I used to hate myself
Looking at the mirror is like pain in the ass kind of way
lol.
pathetic
but now
i am starting to learn to love myself more
lol.
each day
is a surprise :D
okay put it simply:

I LOVE MYSELF, AND I WANT TO ENJOY MY TEENAGER LIFE WHILE I STILL CAN :D

had a blast at my Gramps house
thanks a lot grandpa,
u mean a lot to me :D
i love my family :D
all damn nice to me :D








i had a phonechat with a noob :D damn cute

I feel like i just got a pay check.

This is a mark of something new ,
i hope it is a turning point for me
i want to work well, get myself a nice o-level cert and off to poly
then army? or Uni?
see hows it is gonna take me :D

i wonder the reason i pass is it my Grandpa help me? :(...
whatever it is, i will not take it for granted.
its time for me to shine
and i will!















and a future with you in it :D

Its been a relieve for myself.

Redemption?
i definitely did some

Couldn't believe i pass. But i did

well so happy for ?
there still much to do for o-levels!

I'm sorry to those who fail,
i wanted them to pass too,
but nevertheless guys !
Move on!
u can do much better if u believe in yourself


Count me as lucky, as i already thought i was going to ITE
I already console myself to be better if i fail but i did pass
Those who fail, I'm sorry to take away your slot, but i promise i won't waste the slot!



O-level HERE Sean come!

was watching this half way
it was nice, yup
story life of a loser which is like me and work his way to get the girl of his dream
lol!





my back hurts, should i continue ?

U can't expect the world to understand you,
yet u can find someone in your life to understand you
Someone who love you for who you are,
maybe you couldn't find now, sooner or later
look for signs, they will tell
Lies Lies , to be a master of mentalist, u read other people's minds which is great on solving cases.













Shes Ultra kind! and friendly
mood swing at times
cute!
and she drive me crazy :D

Choice!

i have proven it,
Movie makes our life better
it all about having Choices
Everyone have choices making,
be it your poor, be it your rich
it God who make u alive and breathing
and its your choice if u want to Live a Good Fucking life
Never get side track about it
Hey u can pray to the God
but no need have to be to a religion
YES,
does God create groups like Christian, Muslim and otherS?
no,
Choices we made!
i believe there is God!
Because i make my choice!
Hey, i get it, Some people like those who are poor are pitiful
so as we , those who are better than them
should help them
donate more money if u can ( i mean if u can and if u want ) your choice !


All my friend who are under alot of stress
Hey, Relax abit,
God didnt make us to be stressful , WE can do it :D
we Cannnn :D

Its our choices :D

Singapore litter-free


Nice food eh?
Very nice hor PRAWN
lol

Went out with Family
tiring day as i think alot :D

In Casino
u can choose to be a big winner or a big fat loser

first question u should ask yourself.
did u bring enough money?
and if u did. is it all your saving?
if u play big and gamble your saving away,
thats your problem already



Yup, some win some lose.
but the biggest winner is always the Casino
yup, u might win some cash at there ,
at the same moment as u are winning, people beside u are losing.
yup, their expression is far different from yours.
Yet, u are obsessed with the winning and u did not care whats happening beside you.


Humanity
Does all human think like human?
i frank not,
u see all those Crimes, why would a human rob a human?
its all simple
sometime they have choices yet sometime they don't it is how life want them to be.
yet sometimes, u can control your own life.


well me?
i am still thinking about my path
what i am going to do with my life
and yes, i have to be independent
for no one owe me a living!
YUP




To be frank, I'm just glad you're fine :D

Real world and the Fictional world
it all make sense to us
,
Everyone has his own purpose in the short life we live.
We all have choices to make,
yet sometimes, we just get it right.


For me,
I choose to be free
free to choose what i want
can not regret what i choose
this is how my path is shall be written
and yes,

we all had dream
don't we?
i just cant seems to get out of my dream at times, living a fictional world,
so perfect, i could just spent my life on it, but when reality checks in.
We soon to realize it is not realistic.
We humans are not perfect
bound to makes mistake
Sometime, its not the mistake we made, its the choices which make it so.
what i am trying to say,
Do what u want in anyways mean to live a free life,
Life has choices for us, so do we have choices in life
made it a wise one.
and yes life is too short for regret.



i made my point, yet i'm still stuck, i'm afraid to let go.
i'm afraid to be alone.
i'm afraid...

coming back tonight
lol, happy happy happy
Shawtyyyyy :D

Never complain
Never whine
Get up when u fall
this is how a man will do
and yes i will!



Good or bad, its is all my thinking



come back soon can? D:

All gone wrong
Frustrated as we did not manage to achieve anything today
waste of one day
Yup,

3 more days till shes back D:
Friend uh Friendddd

Back from KL ytd

that a summary of what happening

Day 1
Went Bar with Uncle
Drunk and waste as
i drank and drank
nice feeling ,
but when went back hotel
headache all the way lol!
Didnt shop much at the first day
Already missing you like crazy
cant Contact u D:

Day 2
Shopping Spree
went to time square,
played the indoor theme park
okay nice -,-
headache and feeling like vomiting
i lousy
lol.
I bought shoes and basketball jersey
lol!
at night, went for leg massage uh
Dammn nice!
haha

Day 3
Went Genting
Nice fog uh!
lol.
didnt went to play the theme park as i don't want to get dizzy again
drank coffee
Night, went Clubbing with UNCLE again :D
haha drunk like shit again


Day 4
last day le wor
we went time square again
Bought my LEBRON JAMES jersey :D
lol!
after that we went back singapore le!

Uncle teach me alot during this trip
i will learnt and grow to be a better person
i am gonna study well and learnt how to take care myself before i want to take care of people
especially The noobbbb :D
haha
I miss youuuuuuu
u are alway in my dream during this few days
lol!
LOVE YOU ALWAYS!

Going off trm to KL, malaysia,
yeahhh!
shopping and eating!
hahas,
tkare uh guys!
haha coming back at 8th
















yes i will miss you dearly! :D

Praying for her game to went well (:

haha.
Going town later on,
think going catch movie at there,
before i go malaysiaaa lol!

Will post more when i back!

Tkare people!

Out with Slack3r,
Captain and Foreign Player for job hunt
In the end we end up at suntec
We went there find job
And we Got one!
ICHIBAN BOSHI
lol, its a japanese restaurant
yaa :D
i working next wednesday !
hope its a good day for me :D

confession

that dream that i had
oh, i am so scare of being hated by everyone...
:(...
suddenly,
whatever i do,
wherever i am,
whenever it is,



CONFESSION

To all:
actually from my past history,
i m not really a good guy or what,
some of my friend know that
guilty is what i hold till now.
For those who think, i m good and nice,
i m sorry to disappointed u,







To you:
sorry sorry, time time, i will overcome this hurdle
and soon we be best friend forever,
i hope you don't give up on Sean











To myself:
hopefully i can get a Redemption
Can i?

only thinking onward,
because backward doesn't seem to get you anywhere

i am so on redemption