To realise im just a option,
i laugh out loud :D
hahas
last day of school today,
i want a happy ending too.
can i have 1?

edited.
really feel like crying now ..
hais..
nvm enjoy yourself
ohya the group of friend,
i feel your are just too childish no point hanging out with u all
Good bye













I'm too sad to tell you

no point,
being sad just plain pathetic.
i rather spend the time,
to sleep
soon, this will be a past, and we all would go on to our separate ways
good bye

apparently , i m lieing to myself, every night, seem so hard to sleep
. i know should not and cannot miss you anyone, but i want to.
sigh..

school today, had two papers .
was okay uh.


oh well i have a new sucker friend (:

i thought i could get over it,
i thought i can do it without emotion
when i wake up, i found myself back to reality.
feel with Sadness.
Thinking back to 5 month ago, why did we even break in the first place.
Empty.

i want to know the truth even
if
I know that this will break me
I know that this might make me cry

But I know what's goin' on
I can't hold your hand through this again
It's alright
You'll be fine
I know that you'll be better off

To love myself or you, i choose to love you.
but whats your answer?

work at a buffet at marina barrage
OHmy the scenery was damn nice :D
one day im gonna bring my girl to there and pinic :D

will be going work (:
BRB!

Don't go away :(
i need you more than anything.

i thought i could share this with u.
seem u too have so much problem.

whats the feeling of sitting alone?
not sometimes, but all the time.
hey, i never realise i could have such a day to come.
me ? not really having any close friend left? HAHA!

if we take it slow.
what ever u do , silly girl.
take good care of yourself please!
really clueless without you,
im left with nothing but you.
so please girl, be safeee

lets make this lastttt

oh oh , its been so long.
as i didnt realise .
oh oh, how i wish u would appear right infront of me .
oh oh, ohh i miss you.
sorry, i could do better.
want you to count on me.

promise me
i always be part of your and u too will be part of my life :D

what am i?
i don't know,
have a blast last night
not much to say, wish thengtat
a happy bdae and upcoming jeremy happy advance bdae

how hard could smiling be (:
try my besttt
hahas
gt two bdae coming up is thengtat, and jeremy .
oh crap, im not organizing anymore
nomore!
kk thx :D
imy babeee

"The decision to kiss for the first time is the most crucial in any love story. It changes the relationship of two people much more strongly than even the final surrender; because this kiss already has within it that surrender. "

found from justyn tumblr

haven sleep well last night, 1am then i have my sleep
the things just run all over my mind,so hard, makes me feel i can't make it,for a second , i forget about being positive. Well things happen for a reason, i won't give myself so much hope anymore.if it doesn't happen the happy way, i could only sulk.




Coming this far, giving up is not an option already
i know i am being unreasonable but, if one day, i can't request anymore,
will you think of me ?
in the end the only thing i could say is
im sry for everything.

never wanted to watch a korean drama

because its addictive for me

lol,

make me angry, sad , touched.

i just cant stand the betrayal of ur best friend with the 1 i love.

well its just a show :D

Boy over flower rating : 9/10

nice!

yesterday my phone was quiet without your msg.

school is boring nowaday .

teacher all never come 1 :X

lol!

bored bored bored,

my temper is coming back -,-

need to relax liao

this is what i extract from syafiq's tumblr

lol its funny i laughed

Sean: You miss Me ?

Syafreak: You know, this week was the greatest week ever cause i didn't had to see your face

Sean: No no no

Syafreak: But you just had to appear and ruin it

Sean: I Hate you

Syafreak: Atleast the feeling's mutual

Sean: No, You love me

Syafreak: -,- Atleast i'm not the one with the broken heart

Sean: Ahh Fuck you * Walks away*

woke up,
feeling despress sial.
my dream sucks, its i saw people kena kill by terrorist -,-
lame dream.
neck aching
tire!
lol im whining




i just want u close.
closeby enough.
protect you of your innocent
i miss you D:

my auntie bought me this -,-
so i will be watching it then. lol!

ytd was a blast :D and yes i did enjoyed :D went paradiz to play..
ate mac for dinner den we bused back bp
and slack nearby joel hse :D its was fun :D



in the middle of the night, i was in this dream.
It's like a million little stars
Spelling out your name.
lol nvm stupid me :D haha.

oh well

i got a feeling tonight gonna a good night
No reason why :D

It sucks how life goes,
People come and goes,
seeing my grandpa like that is really heart-aching, i couldnt do anything but blindly look at him
helpless.
useless.
hope my grandpa would be fine.




2 more days to reopening of school.
So fast.
haven did anything fun.
ya.


boreeee

Had my soccer session :D
nice
but superbly tire
hahas!

today is 09/09/09 :D
1 year 1 month le :D
lets continue counting yeah :D
love u as alway :D

Woke up in the morning
i feel so Tire,
lol!

Dont feel like doing anything, but go to sleep,
lol.

Having Chinese LC later on,
than 2pm got Social studies exam.

yup, okay im going for exam soon.

Chinese paper was okayy :D

Tire!!

A day out with my family,

its been long

I think alot today,

alot,

too much,

Dizzy

shall not think so much liao,

YAH, studying soon! after rest awhile

Rainbow after rain (:

things got back fine (:

Happy birthday to Ong yipeng too :D

It feel so crazy
Because i don't know what to do anymore
it wasn't gonna be like it was before

maybe I'm just paranoid
but how?
bit by bit...

Heard a song,
it say all the things i did

how i wish i could take back my wordsss.

how i wish i could turn back timeee.


Positively thinking still,
buts its getting weaker .

sorry ,

if i could turn back time, i would have.

useless saying these.

im just an ass holeee with excuses

Sorry.

Ytd night was for me a blast (:

Went out with Billy Justyn Joel Amirah and Ninnie

Was funnn (:

play pool, and went eat kfc at plaza singapura

Den me joel billy went buy a Paddle pop Ice cream tub and we went the kopitaim " Lent " spoon.

haha

sweet leh ,

like 1 big family as we tuck in the ice creams (:

hehe nice

Hey , friend :D

smile and think positively okaY?

no matter what , don't regret what u done

because u follow ur heart , Which u should not regret.

Boy think differently from girls,

Which made us different from each other :D

smile yeah

what ever happen, It happen for a reason!