i finally found bobby.. (:
well tdy play bb den lunch den go home le
slp the whole afternoon den woke up eat dinner den use com..
gonna have a primary sch charlet.. (:
im much assured by her
yeah i love u..

been playing basketball lately all day long
today i finnally SEEE herr
damn happy
bt she go off so fast ):
den i did not give her that thingy i bought for her again -,-
nvm

i dun feel happy playing basketball..
even if i did play well
i nvr enjoy it today
:X
i lied
lied
lied
ZZ
day 1.
just see u once can le
tys basketball for hanging around with me today
ty for the shot made in i finally did go home with 3 shots
thanks gods..
lol... day 1 jiu ended le :X

i wake up again
tear flowing yet again...
i wonder hw long can i take it..
reality check :x
saded...
will blog more later den

strong front
today went play basketball at teck whye cc
den go twn find xinyu.. den me roy bryan xinyu go suntec city walk walk
i was feeling okay at the strt
yeah..
i felt the sudden rush to see her :x
i strted to not feel well
well love-sick i guess
:X
well dun feel like writing anymore
cya den

wake up..
dry up my eye
and back to reality..
I have been dying inside
little by little
Nowhere to go
Cause I want you
Bt i cant have u..
thats whats left of me
I'm half the man I thought I would be..

i pretend..
i pretend that i could be..
happy..
bt truly?
idk..
well anw
welcome back buddy
its been months since we talk..
lol..

pretend i dun care

guys u know 1 thing?
i simply hate myself
i vowed today
i wont be the same..
i wont be happy anymore
yup
sry i force u
ya
leave ba..
b4 u leave i just wana say i always love u
YUP..
fuckingblamemyselfba.. :X
GUYS
IFUcking hate
myself
on this day 20/11/08

couldnt simply sleep last night...
i went out to teck whye cc dere sitting alone
without my parent knowing
well...
chat phone with atx..
ty dude...
den he say can come his hse..
so i went his hse..
show me the cool stuff he bought
well... my mom woke up and saw that i wasnt at home den call me come home...
at the time was abt 4am plus..
reached home
still couldnt slp.. bt i force myself to sleep and finally did slp at 5plus
den nw woke 9am
nice 4 hrs sleep
after the talk we had ytd
im still convince that i love you..
no matter hw hard i try to think the other way
it come to no avail
soya... if i have iritating u or what im sry..
make ur stomach pain im sry..
what i get to say is...
ily..
and walk through my high and low with me
yeah..
hope u would finally cherish me.. like i do..

tell me its isnt a dream
tell me its isnt a lie
tell me this last forever

Went to eat my so called late breakfast at 12plus
den go sch play basketball...
yeah..
want to say something abt Jielong:
That boy can really play when he want to (:
JYJY jielong
yeah...
a glimpse.. will do...
finally i get to see you..
2m away far away from u..
though nvr talk..
im contended..
yeah...
ily...

played a friendly match
53- 45
my performance:
20point career high
6 rebound
3 assist
bt lol tons of turnover :X
keep pass wrg ppl
ZZ
nvm gd start today
gonna play well
CARMELO ANTHONY for the WIN
Yup...
Misses
baby... :X

well guys
been going out lately..
today gonna play basketball whole day
:x yeah
lol..
gonna play well today..
hope to achieve something here
weeks has passed
days has passed
hours has passed
minutes has passed
seconds has passed..
and ya.. i miss you badly

COST $ 57 Lol worth it though

Today went Bugis and Penisula and Funan it mall lol.
tiring days lol
jielong sry to bored u ah lol
we like auntie like that lol
well yeah brought my jeans and that above lol.
after that went hme change den go play bb at phoniex
yeah
den hmed
lol
Wondering baby return to home le mah :X
wondering whats she doing...
well missing her as always :X

hey
gt my pay today..
$146.50
not really much..
dun really know hw to spend it..
i want to giv all to her..
yeah..

i ask myself what am i gonna do?
myself : idk.. continue wondering ba..
oh.. im just sad... completely..
unable to see u is already making me crazy
to not able to msg me its is killing me D:
D: D: D:
im lost..
Baby.. lead me back D:

Days are so bored..

cant go out becos no money... :X

cant see her cos she unavailable

15th november uh pls giv me a decent pay so i can use it.. :X

yeah i miss her damn badly ):

just hope 1 day.. or 1 hr.. or 10 min.. or even just to catch a glimpse of her...

saded..

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting Could it be that we have been this way before? I know you don't think that I am trying I know you're wearing thin down to the core I swear it's true a girl like you is impossible to find
I'll be with you wherever you go,through the eyes of a fly on the wall.

woke up 6 yet again :X
the rotting feeling start to get its toes
everything i had
seem out of reach
Well, you saw for yourself, the way it played out
For you, I am blinded
For you, I am blinded, for you.
yah.. I am no gentleman, I can be a prick.
clueless of what i shud do.. days without u.. :x
days which i myself fear it to come :x
yeah.. and ya
i felt like when i sleep i will never wake up again :X
thats the feeling i gt :X
15th payday hope to get a satisfied amount...
yeah ...

And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

Hey (:
today went to play basketball with jieqi roy and bryan
nth much
nvr eat breakfast bt a fat lunch take it all :X
yeah missing that 1 very person
hoping just to catch a glimpes at her..:x
and yup. i love her (:

happy 3rd month baby :X
well its been a wild ride isn't it?
hahas things we done (:
all those memories i yearn
yeah :X
well too bad u cant go out
nvm (: i love u as alway
Yea baby:)
u are that girl (:
who im crazy abt
who could change my mood easily
who i wanted to hold on to forever
yesh its u (:

yea woke up 6 30am..
couldnt sleep..
image of u running through my mind...
You were the only face I'd ever known.
I was the light from the lamp on the floor,
and only as bright as you wanted me to be.
But I am no gentleman, I can be a prick,and I do regret more than I admit.You have been followed back to the same place I sat with you drink for drink.Take the pain out of love, and then love won't exist.

oh wow...
its seem so dark to me nw...
idk what to do liao...
im lost...
im losing u...
i couldnt do much..
im not impt to u anymore...
guess.. all i can to do is hate myself for being such pain in the ass..
yea.. just like he said
im not needed anymore.. im useless liao..
oh well..
i can just... rot... and rot..
i cant take it liao... hais... what can i do...
to get back her... what??
pls tell me... any1?
im.. no longer myself anymore.. no more..
guess i started to irritate her liao..
hais.. i thot we are ...
...
what can i say?D:
nth...
what can i do?D:
nth...
what i want..?D:
her..
pls come back to me...
ineedu...):

Today u said

today Wake up at 6am to chiong Wow
until 2pm den take a nap :X
den go play basketball :X
2 week nvr play ler
HE said im not gd enough?
i jitao sian diao
mayb hes right?
after he said that
i jitao no mood play liao
shoot air ball :x
i felt Damn Saded..
feel like breaking dwn
i dun like that feeling
i dun like when plp judge me
i dun like pressure
i want play a fun and enjoyable game
no matter lose or win i dun mind
bt when he said that i felt cui diao u know
:X
saded
Today i vowed
i will own u
not todaY? trm then? sooner or later i will fucking own ur ass :X
srysry damn rough speech rite? hahas :X
HAHA To all plp i know
: IMY U guys and gals :X
hope to see u all soon
ohya.. left out baby uh
HAHAs
BABY MISSESSS AND LOVEEE (:

DAy 2
of not communicating with Baby :X
wonder whats she doing nw..
hope she is happy (:
hahas
I quit my job le
finally... :X
haha 15th get pay
300 plus uh i think NICE
go buy cloth lo (:
hahas.
im waiting for u baby (:
I LOVE U Baby (:

HER

Baby IMY :(

Day 1 of not msging MY baby... :(

sucks...

miss her alot...

wonder what she doing...

:(

hope she have fun..

yea gonna quit my job soon..

and ya LL thanks for the ride...

Baby...

Hey people..
Working nw still
still hanging on :X
15 th november is when i quit this god forsaken freaking job..
:X
Baby went to camp ler...
sian today i 630 den wake up den cant talk to her on phone le...
will miss her like crazy this 3 days.. ):
):
hais...
well will blog asap.. :(