1670.) I've got so many things I want to say to you, but I'm afraid of what you'll think. It’s so hard always pretending that I don’t give a shit about what people think of me. But the truth is, I’m human. So I have to care, I am human after all (unfortunately). But I have to put up that barrier. I can’t be vulnerable. And honestly, sometimes the words get to me. I do cry. Often, actually. But that would be a sign of weakness. And as far as everyone around me knows, I’m strong and immovable. (If only)…