Stress,
going school is like a battle field,
So hard when everyone thinks you can't make it
i have to work hard for it,
i hope i have...
but i don't want to change to a all-time long day kind of guy
-,-
so hard..
Hard to balance up.

School
Have English lesson.
The teacher talk damn straightforward you know?
lol, she called up people to the front of the class and tell them to introduce themselves to us
I ask myself, what would i have said if i was called to go up :
I would say,
Hi, i am Sean, just another guy, who is trying to balance his life, i love to think, i am not really a good person, yet i hope to have a chance to turn a new leaf.
hoping to prove to everyone that i am something that is not useless.
So easy yet its so hard for me.


Strong or Weak front?
i am not a strong person actually, i have to constant face up challenges which i think it is so easy for other, yet for me i struggle. Stress is freaking breaking my body down i don't even know how to make it through to o-level when it is just a 3rd day of school only. Simply say, in order to survive in the cruel world , we just have to put strong front against anyone.



I need someone that i can depend on,
So hard to find someone u are able to be let everything out, Able to have someone at there for you. So hard that i have to do this on my own. I know it is necessary for myself to stand up for myself yet i need you ...





















































































are u doing fine?
I'm not.
i need you.