Finally I'm back blogging! YES! I AM!!

Oh, blog been dead sooner or later. But still this blog holds my life in secondary life. I'm gonna let it live on itself. My life has been great. Enough. At least I'm happy. YEAH SEEYA

Okay, 2nd day of school.
Thought it would suck consider that i spent it on a 2 hour talks of safetly exit and stuffs. Got to play amazing race. From there on, got to made friends. One guy damn like Shikun!


I'm so lazy to type anymore. Well Lesson starting tomorrow. Wish me luck!

One thing in my mind now.
Basketball.
Basketball.
Basketball.

Bryan told me he believe one day he will make it.. cause he have more important than courage he have patience..

I from the opposite end didn't thought of that way. Whenever i met someone stronger or better than me, i always seemingly gave up. I had the mentality that i am never good enough. But I can't do this anymore. I'm gonna fight for the spot even if it's being a bench player!

So here i am blogging. I know i don't blog as often as before. To be honest i love my blog, just that things just get bored for this past 4 months. I just realise when we are not in love, we feel empty or it is just me. Well what can i say.

Yes, sometimes we want things so badly so much that you would think of her/him badly. But the truth is did we consider what we did so they left? okay maybe sometimes it is just them. But what are the odds that it's our mistake?

❒ Single ❒ Taken ✔ No one likes me

Funny how sometimes, you're missing someone so much. But when that somebody shows up... You did nothing. Sometimes i ask myself why do we wait for something that's already gone? Because there's that bit of hope inside us that tells us maybe it'll come back if I wait long enough.

What i am trying to say is that this few thoughts of mind are usually what most people did. Well, School gonna start next month. I hope i am ready to work "hard" this year. We shall see then.

Had organised my chalet on 20th to 22th, could say it is 1/2 success. It was really great during the first day. The only problem i had is there's no mahjong which mostly the groups would play and with that comes the downfall. Watch two movies on the same day.

No strings attached.
This was a really heartening show for me. I didn't know i can get so emotional with this film. To be afraid of love, you would be alone for the rest of your life. Rate 9/10


127 hours
This teaches us not to be snotty and safety always first. When you are on the verge of dying. You would show the signs of desperation and regret the things you done. Like not answering your mum's phone or breaking up with your girlfriend. Tons of things that you had done wrong and wish you could undo it.

I am really grateful to people who made it to my chalet and endure the 2nd night. I know it's tough But hey! we made it!.

OH BRYAN BROUGHT ME MY FRED PERRY WALLET~ OH LOVE DIE HIM

hesitation

Chinese new year has come. Time for red packet! (:, now my life is back on track well atleast i have my goals now back again. So happy that i can have my very first chalet! the question is should i invite?

Everyone seems to move on with life. You can see friend leaving your life and some new friend entering. Some friends you wish to keep but they leave before saying good bye. No point pursuing, if they leave just give them " Fuck off "

Got my result this afternoon, and what can i really expect. I wish i never had come today. My spirits and confidences are all gone when i got my result, i didn't know i would do that badly. It's great when you see your friends get all their results and happy. It's another thing when u see your results and feeling speechless and wish everyone disappear. I guess i will never succeed. I'm too useless. This fews words just circling through my mind. Higher nitec in business studies? what if i am not up to it? What if i choose wrong.

Saw Gulliver's travel. It's brilliant to me, maybe because i imagine i was the main character. I know i am useless, but it feels nice to be good for something. Having a world, that people treat you importantly which the real world treat you like shit. Sometimes imagination makes my day.

All above rest, i hope i pass. come on 24 point or lesser please.

New year has arrived. 2011. Hopefully this year would be a successful one for me. Working today~ Wish me luck. Let the picture do the talk then.

Have a full court match at the newly opened court area.
Struggle through the game trying to find a place to post. Noted that my defence is too upfront, well when u are in to the game how would u stop. I know i had to control my temper. If this is a refereed match, i would have been foul out.
Well what to do, okay now its time to put 110% on work.

It's been awhile, i've been tired for this past few days. Life's actually pretty good for me. But its seem that i am taking it for granted.

I am in no condition to pin point anyone mistakes, sometime i just get over my head. I love to judge people and give a straight i don't like you face which is a bad habit of mine. I just wish i am a good person but its seem that all i do is lie and betray my own conscious. The worst part is i can't lie, because i alway get caught.

I just wish result day would come early and i can then choose the path i am going for the rest of my life.

Sorry is the only thing i can say to you.

there said its all. :D what a mess we made, or should i say what a mess i made :D

Been listening to Christmas song, for like 5 days at work, i was mostly at doing stocks at the storeroom, seriously i mess up the place. I didn't have the seriousness in me. But today i tried giving 110% and manage to finish packing up the women's item. Thanks to JunCun and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO HIM yet again.

The song Last Christmas by Glee cast was on my playlist for today. Really love that song. It's great when u can describe your life with songs. I know i can be happy and i will. You always been in my mind. Don't get hurt anymore please.











buddy?

It's been quite awhile since i blogged, i realize Life is not too bad for people like me who still can blog about my own life. I realize i should not take things for granted.

I think from this few days i have develop or create a imaginary Sean out. So everything i want to say come from his mouth and only i can hear. I know its sound wrong but thats what she said.

There is one problem with me. I can't seem to do anything with my lagness. It's is a problem for me at work. Seriously I'm like a windows 95 while others is Window 7. -,-

Get out of my head please. I shouldn't text you at the first place.

Working in Shanghai Tang is a dream come true. Met quite a few friends there. Though i am slow, they are patient with me. I want strive in working there. I want my this few months at there to be meaningful. Almost know my way through Ngee Ann City and Takashimaya. Everyday fast food, luckily i am not gaining any weigh FOR NOW ^^.

We look at life like it is so simple. Ya, its simple. For those who need not work hard with pure talent or some who is rich. But the problem still lies in us. Why do we beg to differ. Maybe we are just not suited for this kind of life with what we have now. Sometimes desire got the best of us. But luckily for me, Some wishful thinking of mine now is gone. I almost ... you, just wish u felt the same for me. Well like one of my friend say. Why must we guys give in? Why must woman control us? I believe we are all equal. Working hard to save a relationship could be fruitful if both are willing to. But if there's only one party doing all this make no sense.

Soon i would get my result and see what road lie in my way. Life actually have been easy for me. But my greediness get the best of me. I want car, entertainment, money, a family, love, and more. I mean doesn't everyone want it too? But it's okay to dream big. But we have to be able to know what's reality and dream.

Today have our regular basketball session. It's been great for me as i think i played well. Have a few highlights of my opinion. I am changing more and more to being a shooting guard and a small forward. I just have to improve on my passing and handling of the basketball.

Well that sums up a small part of my life. Everyone all the best

Working~
Will post when i have time

Prom night was Great, meet up with all my friend. Seriously done a lot and i mean lots of stupid things. I Scrambled as fast as i could for the games and my phone drop, though nervous i like it. OMG, prom king has a new dark house king, i thought it would have been a close race between Jeremy and Kenneth. But wow boy i was wrong, and the PROM KING 2010 goes to ONG Yi Peng aka Black gym master( Ong the hero )



oh work, why haven't u call me.


Fated uh?, sigh.